If you came in from an outside link, scroll down past the link table (so sorry!) to read that specific post. Also, scroll down when you click on blog links in here – many of these top links are elsewhere with no introduction.

This isn’t your typical ‘anti-twilight’ blog… This is yet another email (complete with semi-subtle death threat) from someone asking questions about it that some of you may be asking, yourself. Don’t assume that you know what this blog is about simply because you’ve argued on Stephenie Meyer’s behalf before.

This is the very first post on this blog, from my ‘clueless movie fan’ perspective. It was written on Thanksgiving Day, 2011 – then published in here a few days later, after I could reread it and do some editing. It is hysterically funny and incredibly poignant at the same time – for those of you who can’t see Stephenie Meyer’s amateur sexual fantasy floating around in The Twilight Saga. This post is what those of us who ARE familiar with vampires experienced because of Breaking Dawn’s unbelievable ending; and it may help explain for you why this blog exists. It is where absolutely everything started; and demonstrates my intentions for this blog from the beginning. Believe it or not, they were NOT MEAN.

At first, I didn’t know why things were wrong; I only knew that they were – so I was making excuses for Stephenie Meyer in the beginning, LoL! Really… every single estranged TwiFan that she has, USED to be at least a real semi-fan of hers.

Please be patient. I know that most people who are familiar with this controversy have passionate opinions; but what about the rest of you who are completely clueless? I wrote this so that readers would not have to jump off the page, as much. I recommend reading through once; then going back to read links for more details, later. If you get too angry to keep reading, pause and scroll down to the side link collection. I used to be a clueless person in the world, and then a clueless Twilight Movie Fan for a while, too. You’ll see more about me, below. And please forgive the caps, in places. I don’t see them as shouting as some peeps do. They are simply meant to make those words stand out, and that is all…

This blog is all about the accidental and painful over-obsessions of The Twilight Fanbases
that has CONTINUED with a decade of
worldwide bullying and intentional,
emotionally-harsh attacks
on the hearts & minds of little TwiFangirls (and big ones).

The feelings of obsessed fans are real even if
their obsessions are not - until they drift away.
You all KNOW THIS.

Suicide is the 2nd leading cause of death for 15 - 24 year olds in the US.

These are all REAL issues, to name a few - for MILLIONS of people:
Maladaptive Daydreaming


Dissociative Disorder
This one is the worst biggie, and starting
to be considered an EPIDEMIC

Why are the obsessions of young girls important?

Because their feelings are real even if the obsessions are not – until they drift away. Young girls NEED their fairytale ‘escapes’ MUCH MORE than older ones do because they have limited ways to cope with life’s crap (read the comments beneath these neverending, misogynistic tabloid assaults – this one is from January 2016). If you’ve never been forced to endure public high school in the US (or anywhere, probably); or been abused as a child (unfortunately, still a common occurrence) - then of course you can’t possibly relate.

How Did this Blog Change to
Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform

- Yeah, I have some really good reasons beyond
Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and their Fans
(Although I’m pretty sure they are enough reason at this point.)

Why Do People Hate Bella Swan and Kristen Stewart?
Believe it or not, this is a very easy question to answer;
and NO it isn’t because she ‘cheated’.

TwiNewsflash: The concerning over-obsessions of young women was the ONLY REASON that Breaking Dawn was forgiven when it was published in 2008. The ONLY people who have defended this story for being written ‘just like it is’ because ‘Stephenie Meyer is a literary genius’ are her YOUNG (and young-at-heart) fans who were used by both the amateur author and her publisher because ‘they weren’t supposed to know any better’ about vampires.

And, these are the fans who get hit & hurt the most by world bullying. It is really crappy of SM and you older ladies to continue letting them believe what they believe about these books - while they ignorantly & arrogantly (in their over-obsessions) deal with all the hate surrounding Twilight that still exists in big, dynamic ways.

Email Excerpt: “Thank you for writing that wonderful blog.. it was heaven sent.. Please someone tell him (this is ‘why the cheating scandal started’, Aug 2012). He just texted me and said he told my mom.. and for me to get some help.. and bye.. please tell him… Everyone is doing this and it’s killing me.. but everyone acts like they don’t know what I’m talking about.. I don’t think I’ve ever needed anything so bad in all my life than for someone to tell him.. I know they are trying to drive me crazy.. and it’s starting to work.. thanks again, was truly a blessing I needed to read very much so.”

Another email excerpt that I hear all the time from all types of fans:
I have tried speaking to my good friend about my obsession and, as with all of my friends,
doesn't like Twilight and totally judged me lol so your feedback means a lot.”

How to Soothe an Intense Twilight / Robsessed / Krisbian / Robsten Obsession

Anti-Twilight Fans could SEE what Stephenie Meyer didn’t MEAN to write;
and Erika didn’t MEAN to write her books ignorantly, either.
Adult women have 50 Shades of obsessive fog to get past before
they can possibly begin to think clearly about this subject.

Why does The Twilight Saga have so many anti-fans? Why are there hardly any male fans? How did Twilight’s infamous obsessions become over-obsessions? Why are so many older women more obsessed than younger ones? Why did the fandom fracture into several various fanbases that fight among themselves? How did we get 50 Shades of Grey out of all this commotion?

I recorded four wildly-ranting videos (this one is my favorite – calling SM out, ha!) over three years ago at the height of my own very unwanted Twilight over-obsession (It’s not like you can unwatch or unread something – or reclaim wasted time). At that point, I was really mad about ‘how I was obsessed’ with this pretty fairytale; and I was mad that Stephenie Meyer had ‘accidentally’ done this to so many other people before me - and didn’t correct any of the dysfunction in her books before she made them into movies.

I actually say this in the second video before I had even heard of 50 Shades of Grey... “It sounds to me like Stephenie has some sort of BDSM fetish, but I don’t even sort of want to think about that right now.” (Video #12 is where you will hear me say this.)

And yet, somehow 50 Shades of Grey (this post is what exactly is wrong with fifty shades) exists as Twilight Fanfiction; and is yet another dysfunctional worldwide ‘phenomenon’?! Do you have any idea how disturbing that is? Not only does it make my skin crawl – it’s just wrong.

There are real amateur literary reasons why Twilight messed with so many people’s heads – especially OLDER women; and we are the ones who get called ‘crazy’ for it - unless we manage to write another dysfunctional (XXX!) blockbuster based on all this negligence…

Did you know that Steph’s publisher didn’t want to publish Breaking Dawn? Did you know that New Moon & Eclipse were not supposed to be in between the 1st & last books? Do you ‘get’ that she didn’t mean to cause so many of her OLDER fans to see Edward Cullen the way they came to see him as Christian Grey? Do you understand that these are the reasons why the world has always &STILL bullies Twilight Fans, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson because of her amateur writing mistakes?

Sick-in-the-head older women had absolutely no right to hijack the pretty fairytale of young girls via Fifty Shades of Grey; and they should care when their daughters are being bullied by the world over it, incessantly.

What’s Wrong with Twilight: Chapter One, First Sight?

The Condensed Version:
The Four Main Complaints of this Blog
against Stephenie Meyer and her ‘professional’ Publishers &
Production Franchise for RARE & irresponsible,
professionally-negligent publishing and movie production.

When the first Twilight movie was being made in 2008; the last book, Breaking Dawn had not been released, yet. Because of this, no one knew at that time that Stephenie Meyer was going to bomb her pretty fairytale into the ground until it was published a few months before the release of the first film.

Extreme chaos & debate surrounded Steph and The Twilight Saga at that time for the exact same reasons that surrounds 50 Shades of Grey - but somehow, she got through it (see side links)...

If 'Midnight Sun' had not been 'accidentally' leaked just prior to the first movie being rushed; AND Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson had not BOTH nailed their parts in that first movie - Twilight would have been history.

Stephenie Meyer could have written any 'ol ending for her infamously overly-obsessed fans (and really, that seems like what she did); and they would have lapped it up like honey (and they did – especially the ones who didn’t know any better, couldn’t see what was wrong – or didn’t care, because of fifty Shades of BEDWARD!!

The entire world has done nothing but treat Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson AND their emotionally-invested fans like sh*t, since - and the infighting among Twilight's divided and HATEFUL fanbases is ongoing.

Despite all this, 'feminists' have embraced the latest and greatest dysfunctional character, Christian Grey/Edward Cullen/Prince Charming...

Popular Email Question: Why does Stephenie Meyer need to apologize? Because the world can’t heal from the wounds she has inflicted on it if she doesn’t acknowledge her amateur mistakes and apologize for them. All she has done from the beginning of her controversies is metaphorically flip off her critics. While normally that is exactly what you are supposed to do… In this case, with all the professional exceptions that were made while The Twilight Saga was being published; the amateur author (AND the publisher AND production franchise) really needed to be listening to fans. It is NOT NORMAL for roughly half of your fanbase (much less, the world!) to become so angry with you regarding a casual creative expression.

I am just using this true stuff about SM’s amateur writing to grab your attention – and boy does it grab some of you, ha! Now if we could just get past that part of things… I really could care less about Stephenie Meyer’s or EL James’ many ignorant and irresponsible amateur literary mistakes that caused all this chaos. Believe it or not, I have stuck up for Stephenie Meyer so many times over this issue, it’s ridiculous.

Creative ‘Freedom of Speech’ is DIFFERENT than the illegal type of ‘Freedom of Speech’ that tabloids & paparazzi hide behind.

Freedom of Speech and Freedom of the Press were meant to create transparency in order to protect the truth about absolutely everything - not provide a way for mean, greedy tabloid liars to make money off of young (and young-at-heart) fans who are practically defenseless against emotional tabloid & paparazzi assaults (not to mention how even more defenseless Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson are against them)…

This blog now has but one mission: Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform for all celebrities past & present (Princess Diana, anyone?) and it has been that since July 25, 2012 – the day after the infamous cheating scandal. Oh yeah, I’ve been on their stinky tails from the beginning. It hasn’t even been SORT of fun! I really hope we can all manage to put aside our differences and unite to stick it to them, someday. Tabloids & papz so deserve it!!

I don’t care how long it takes. Aside from having really good reasons other than Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson to be concerned for celebrity rights; we fans – no matter which side of the ring we fight on – are getting awfully tired of being manipulated and watching our favorite celebrities being harassed. So many of you do not ‘get’ this; but Robert Pattinson is being attacked and/or used as much as Kristen Stewart in these kinds of stories – no matter ‘how nice’ they seem to be slanted toward him, at times. It is just another way to pour salt on the wounds of their fans by being misogynistic toward both them and Kristen at the same time – using Robert and her anti-fans against their will!!

This is because the world has no respect for Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson or Twilight fans – any version of them; BECAUSE of Stephenie Meyer’s offensive & insulting amateur writing (another reason why she needs to apologize). To the rest of the world, we’re all simply hysterical to bully; just another section of the populace to be targeted and made fun of for profits – via outright assaults and numerous lie upon lie that continues

Boycott all online and print tabloids until they volunteer to reform.



Why Do So Many People Hate Kristen Stewart and/or Bella Swan?
or Why/How did so many of Stephenie Meyer’s OLDER fans become so
‘accidentally’ overly-obsessed with the character of Edward Cullen?
Shortest and most anti-fan & fan-variation-inclusive version that I have written, yet!!
Read it only if you dare… and only if you can be HONEST. ;)

Whatever Happened to the ‘Anti-Twilight Army’
from 2008-2009; and WHY don’t you see their support on this blog?

Stephenie Meyer Knows Why Gossip Rags & Paparazzi won’t leave
Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart (or her beloved fans) alone.

That’s why she deserves this blog; and it is why it will not be deleted until either
Steph, her professional cronies and/or her fans do something to fix the situation:

‘They took all of my heat, which I feel bad about,' Stephenie
tells The Times Magazine. ‘If they had the choice, I've no idea if

they'd even do Twilight again. I just don't know.
I think this has all come at a heavy price.'

Ya think, Steph?!!

Robert Pattinson’s Career-Hindering Rover Smear
Based on the Whole Wide World’s Twilight Saga Hate

This movie FLOPPED amidst RARE (for him) GLOWING reviews from movie critics at
film festivals who compared his performance to Leo DiCaprio’s Oscar-Nominated
performance in ‘What’s Eating Gilbert Grape’. Yeah, it’s a HUGE deal!!
This movie would not have tanked without way too much ‘help’ from
tabloid manipulation of Twilight’s huge numbers of anti-fans.

Why the Public Shaming of Kristen Stewart MATTERS to Young Girls
by Nico Lang on Huffington Post

Here’s a splash from Nico’s article: "Trampire:" Why the Public Slut Shaming of Kristen Stewart Matters for Young Women “I don't care if Kristen Stewart and Rupert Sanders did it in a car, in a bar, in a house or with a mouse. But while I might not be concerned for K-Stew, I am concerned for my younger stepsister who idolizes and worships her....” And this is an update from Nico on Salon: Racist 'Twilight' fans won't stop harassing Robert Pattinson's girlfriend, FKA Twigs

Yeah, Twilight’s still-many hateful and overly-obsessed
fans managed to p*ss all over the debut of the proclaimed

Celebrity Rookie of the Year 2014

Aren’t we sweet?




I have had some really good compliments on my corrective-rewrite of The Twilight Saga from both literary experts and Twilight Fans. It is only a summary, with just the first chapter written as complete to give it the foundation that it should have had (takes 2-3 hours for me to read through it all).

Here is one positive review (sorry, have to scroll down to the comments on this post after the click to read): “I have so very many things to say where to start..... Firstly I love your blog and the rewrite, I felt like you have given the characters depth and a new life. If I were a judge I would totally give you custody! … I am even letting my daughter read it with me because its a good story that is appropriate for kids to read and she LOVES LOVES LOVES IT! Just as much as I do! I think what you have written is loving and responsible to the characters and fans, it is well though out, relevant, and…”

BELIEVE me when I say, I would have MUCH RATHER have LOVED Stephenie Meyer's original Twilight Saga all the way to the bittersweet end. There are not many people on this planet who would have been more PROUD and applauding the loudest for a woman (amateur or not) to have written such a hailed TwiMasterpiece - if Stephenie Meyer had actually done that instead of the embarrassing, barely-edited rough-draft that we got.

This corrective re-write summary is actually very forgiving in many places - at least, where Steph is concerned. I'm sure my anger toward these IRRESPONSIBLE "professional" companies will continue to burn for much longer.

I gave your beautiful fairytale a hell of a shot, sinking MONTHS of my time JUST into researching this subject. (Not counting the months before that when you all had me convinced that it was a WORTHY diversion, ha!)

Between these blogs and the rewrite I have probably written as much as either Steph or Erika have; and I certainly put a lot more thought and creativity (not to mention, knowledge) into it. Just insert either author’s purple prose where applicable while you’re reading, since I didn’t write any – and it is darn near perfect, ha! ;)

As such, you can expect my version of The Twilight Saga to not be XXX. I rewrote Twilight by sticking to the storyline; but I made it believable – really, that was possible. In fact, now that Twilight can be shown as a believable story - it is no longer necessary for Anti-Twilight peeps to continue bullying Twilight Fans just because SM didn’t ‘get’ why she needed to make it believable.

WHY did I take the time to flesh out the character of Bella Swan and Twilight’s vampire (and wolf) storylines? BECAUSE VERY FEW OF YOU OLDER LADIES GIVES A SHIT ABOUT HER (and more importantly, the real Human girl, Kristen Stewart and her millions of young fans) - or ANY of the other Twilight characters, for that matter!

It's EDWARD this and EDWARD that (and sometimes Jacob) - Stephenie BARELY INTRODUCED you to her before you all got hooked on this crap. That's why you can pass this story off, you don't care... You're obsessed about Edward Cullen and could care less about any other character. IF this story had been published for you perverted older brats- Yeah, it would maybe be Ok!

I am NOT talking about you young girls if you're in here reading this - I've heard you talk about Bella and all the other characters. I KNOW you both know and love them, dearly. BUT, those of you who WERE NOT debunked by this storyline (no matter what your age was) SEE these characters differently than so many MORE older ladies do!

Believe it or NOT - Stephenie Meyer and the rest of these women out here (I don't care HOW many of them there are against my ONE voice) are BEING BAD, LoL!

IF we were in college... And the instructor had just given us an assignment to write the first chapter for a novel. IF Stephenie Meyer was a college literary student (which she has been - in FACT, she graduated!); she would probably NOT have gotten an "A" on the first chapter of Twilight - I seriously doubt. I wish a few good English teachers who haven't read the books yet would go through it and grade it - just so we would know, for sure.

I'm not saying that *my* version is a literary marvel - but I have a really good excuse. I have NEVER taken a college writing course much less graduated with a literary degree. If this isn't perfect... Yeah, I know. :)

We make our children do their homework - and dot their "I's" and cross their "T's" - but, WHY didn't this grown adult woman have to?!

I'm going to make you all CARE about Bella and her life, as well as every other character surrounding her - INCLUDING EDWARD - who, it seems to me; you've all just taken under the covers with you to have your way with him like Stephenie Meyer was no doubt doing when she WROTE this stupid saga so ignorantly and irresponsibly...

So when it really comes down to it... YOU robsessed ‘fans’ DON'T even care about Robert Pattinson/Edward Cullen, just your sick little "escape"!

The young adult audience that this story was TARGETED FOR - deserved a whole hell of alot better than what they got. THAT is why I rewrote The Twilight Saga... For ALL THOSE former fans who were debunked by Breaking Dawn after it was published; and then abandoned by the arrogant amateur author afterwards.

We KNEW better... and we were EXPECTING better.

AND it IS ALSO for the rest of you... I DARE you; I quadroople-doople DARE you - READ this and tell me you don't care a lot more about Bella at the end of this Chapter One: First Sight rewrite than you did at the end of Stephenie's first one.

You can think whatever you want to about me... But with this, the two things you CAN'T say about me are that *I* don't LOVE this pretty fairytale OR this fanbase.

Yeah, you be the judge – please.


This is a Summary List of Links for this Blog – More Links Galore Within Them!!

Most Popular Keyword Searches
into this blog

The TwiSmears

The Twilight Saga

Stephenie Meyer

The Fanbases

Why the ‘Cheating’ Scandal Started; Telling on My Big TwiSisters (Aug 2012, 1 mo. After)

Nothing but LOVE for
our Twilight Character
Actors & Actresses

An Anti-Twilight Fan's Dream Talk with SM

Twihards - We Movie Fans
Deserve a Discussion

July 2012 'Cheating' Scandal

What actually happened
to Kristen Stewart with Rupert Sanders that day? Why did robsten really break up?

Why is Twilight so Addictive? How Did it Inspire 50 Shades of Grey?

Questions for Steph:
Twilight, a Post-Mortem

Defining Twilight's
Various Fanbases
…In which I actually
stick up for
Stephenie Meyer, OMG!

Additional & Extended Scandal Timelines

- WAY more info than you want; but some peeps just can’t get enough. ;)

What's Wrong with Twilight Chapter
One: First Sight

1st Original Blog Post
- How Can You See
Steph's Sexual Fantasy
Glaring thru Twilight

Letter to My Little Twilight Sisters – Why I Keep Picking on Twilight.

Pre-Cheating Scandal Smears that have been going on since 2008.

Twilight: Breaking Dawn Parts 1 & 2 Movie Reviews
- easiest to see literary dysfunctions

Ramifications of Wrong Writing in the Case of Twilight Addictions
Whatever happened to the Anti-Twilight Army?

Letter to My Big Twilight Sisters – Are You SURE Breaking Dawn is Okay?

Fan & Anti-Fan Hate-Debate; December 2014
- Fans reveal how harmful tabloids have been via online article comments.

Official Reasoning for
Every Little Thing
Wrong with Twilight

The Most Common Keyword Searches into these blogs
HELP with a Twilight Obsession; Immortalicum & ‘Demonic Messages’?!

Why are so Many OLDER
Fans so sick

What Have Heartbroken Fans Been Saying
Since the Scandal in July 2012?

What EXACTLY is Wrong with Stephenie Meyer’s Sparkling ‘Vampires’?
- Written BEFORE I watched her movies.

What a JOKE!
Twilight is Coming to Facebook Because ‘the voices of women are important to Steph’!!

What Does Robert Pattinson Think About His OLDER ‘robsessed’ Twihard & Anti-Twilight ‘Fans’, BOTH?

What Have Mean Fans Been Saying Since the Scandal in July 2012?

YouTube Video Collection
'What's Wrong with The Twilight Saga'

Final Judgment of
The Twilight Saga
Or, Why I HATE (omg!) SM and Her ARMY of Desperate Housewives – et all TwiJerks & Anti-TwiJerks Over 30.

Help Easing a Stubborn
Twilight and/or Robsten

Robert Pattinson's Post-Scandal Career Hindering Rover Smear
- Based on the Wide World’s Twilight Hate

Fanfiction Corrective Rewrite Summary (2+ hours) Edward Cullen
Explains His Pretty
Vampire Sparkles
believable ending
and MORE!

Let’s Talk About ‘Midnight Sun’
and how Steph Could POSSIBLY Make Her Huge Literary Failure up to The World.

Who am I?


Ramifications of Wrong Writing in the Case of Twilight Addictions - Petitions to Help ALL Celebrities Have More Normal & Private Lives, PLEASE SIGN & PASS ON

This is the post that talks the most about 'The Anti-Twilight Army'
- estranged Twilight Fans from mostly 2007-2009

The Latest Ridiculous Theories Regarding Just WHO
the MEAN ‘Fans’ are out in Internetland

This post goes into extreme detail about how the obsessions of Twilight’s
different FanFactions developed and progressed. It is also the
BEST REASON for ALL Twihard & Current Anti-Twihard Fans to UNITE.
This is how I know so much about 
what’s going on with ‘robsten’.
It was sort of a side-effect of doing all this research on The Twilight Saga
from a movie fan's perspective. I could see all this stuff happening to us and
Kristen & Robert – but I wasn’t really paying attention to it like NONE of us were.

An Anti-Twilight Fan's Dream Conversation

Update 5/29/13 - For those of you who have bothered to ask and for others of you who are no-doubt wondering... HOW the hell do just about every single one of the posts on this blog get so damn long?! Believe it or not, they ALL start out with a FEW paragraphs and then grow into these long stretches throughout weeks of your silence.

Yeah, this blog would NEVER have gotten so long if Twihards hadn't been such cowards in responding to it over the past YEAR and a HALF, now!! (I started it in November 2011.)

I get two kinds of emails - TwiHate mail and "OMG, I'm DYING inside over this TwiObsession" mail. GUESS which emails from which type of Twihard this blog is FAR MORE concerned about?!

For some reason, because it's Twilight... The fight for the privacy rights of celebrities is apparently meaningless to it's fans. If this had been ANY OTHER FANDOM, we wouldn't have allowed this to happen - then again, if this WAS any other fandom, it wouldn't have happened - not to this extent, not with such mean-spirited GLEE!

I honestly do not understand your thinking, ladies... If you've ever really LOVED The Twilight Saga, Kristen Stewart or Robert Pattinson, put your signature where your heart is and SET your BELOVED Actress and Actor FREE by SIGNING!

Every once in awhile, Twihards like to point out that, "there aren't many people on your blog - and hardly no one is on your side".

If you're wondering WHY these 'former' Twilight Fans are so quiet on this blog, where they are or what happened to them - they've all moved onto other fronts.

Here my response from Tprinces for help. You'll find her videos at the bottom of this post - they're pretty poignant. This is a typical response I receive from estranged Twilighters, if they respond at all:

"Feel free to use my rewrites however you like. I'll warn you now though -
there are several spelling mistakes in the first ones. I didn't bother to edit
much in the beginning.

Honestly? I've got a million projects in my life, almost all of them non
Twilight related. I do a webcomic every week, I have a long list of
commissions, and I'm preparing for events in the upcoming weeks. I wrote these
a long time ago, back when I was angry at the world.

Basically, for those of you who are not 'getting' this, Hollywood's gossip mechanisms are doing the SAME thing to NEWLY-obsessing Twihards that long-standing Twihards did to these former/estranged Twilight Fans in 2008/2009 when they were being debunked out of THEIR Twilight obsessions after Breaking Dawn was published - making fun of them and humiliating them.

Do you NOT SEE how these gossip rags are MAKING FUN of us Twihards at the SAME TIME they are harassing Kristen... Laughing at how "crazy" we are... WATCH those hysterically FUNNY young Twilight Fans CRY... Listen to those desperate housewives carry on and on about what an UNFORGIVABLE slut Kristen is...

YES, you feel the SAME WAY (angry and/or heartbroken) WE DID/DO INSIDE about this Robsten stuff - as we felt about what happened with Bella and Edward in Breaking Dawn because WE WERE obsessed, of course. (Even though I am a defunct Twilight MOVIE Fan, I kind of throw myself into their ranks since I appear to be the only - and last - defunct Twihard left.)

Being KNOCKED out of an obsession is PAINFUL!!

Don't believe me? How many 'Anti-Twilight' websites sprouted up after Breaking Dawn was published? How many Robsten vs. Rupsten websites have popped up since this cheating scandal started on 7/24/12? Do a general search - you might be shocked like I was.

Have you visited any Anti-Twilight websites, recently - yeah, many still exist and are active. There have even been dust-ups of extra activity at times, as these 'Robsten' assaults have come down because - not only are they 'Anti-Twilight'; most members are also 'Anti-Kristen Stewart' and/or 'Anti-Robert Pattinson'.

This is another reason why you don't see their support on this blog. No doubt, many of them are CELEBRATING your pain and have had LOTS of fun poking at you all through these scandals.

The kicker IS... YOUR obsessions are probably MUCH more painful, because so many of you have been buried in them for so much longer; AND so many of you are dealing with NEWLY developing/developed Twihard obsessions that are naturally uber-sensitive right now (like the ladies in the Amazon Question/Response below were at one point in time); PLUS, your obsessions are more mixed in with Kristen and/or Robert - NOT just Bella Swan and/or Edward Cullen.

Is it any WONDER why your TwiEmotions are swinging from one extreme to the next?

In defense of those ladies who were so damn MEAN to these anguishing Twihards in 2008/2009 - isn't it AMAZING what an obsession can do to you? And fans still can't 'see the harm' in them. 

(continuing) Though I plan to finish BDD some day, I will say now that I'm
not that person anymore, so my passion for correcting the series isn't there.
The only reason I plan to finish BDD is because it's a story worth finishing.
I've come this far, right? But my heart, to be honest, is no longer in it.
You do something for years and then your tastes and interests change, you know? 

Anyway, use it however you like, that's fine by me. But as for participation,
I'm afraid I'll fall a little short."

That's what happened to the Anti-Twilight Army...

Twilight should have a NEW army to take it's place against Hollywood's powerful, profitable and well-protected Industry of Celebrity Mistreatment that has pretty much taken this series HOSTAGE in the minds of it's HUMAN FANS using the HUMAN Celebrities they're obsessed with - Kristen Stewart (Bella Swan) and Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen).

Here's a slice from this 'birth of Twilight obsessions' post:

This is a question that shoots off from the reviews on Amazon:

Initial post: Jan 26, 2009 9:27:35 AM PST
Michelle says:
I picked up Twilight Friday and did not put it down until I finished it at 4:00 Saturday morning. Then I went out and bought New Moon and finished it at 1:00 Sunday morning. I re-read Twilight again Sunday afternoon.

I'm 39, happily married, 3 kids, busy. I don't usually have time to read. I can't even remember the last book I read, although I do enjoy reading.

But I've NEVER been obsessed with a book like this. I'm pretty sure I have memorized their relationship up to the end of New Moon. I'm sure I will buy and read the next two books within days. From the posts I've seen, other people have been this obsessed.

My question is, how do you get over it?! I can barely focus on my family. All I want to do is read the book - again! And if I'm not reading it, I'm thinking about it. My poor husband can't figure out what's wrong with me?!

Does anyone have any suggestions? Maybe if I "chat" with someone about them, I'll be able to move on...

Here's ONE reply to this question out of 5987. This response also reveals a typical way Twilight was introduced to many older fans - through their daughters who were ALREADY irresponsibly and negligently obsessed:

Hello Michelle, just wanted to say I am relieved I am not the only mother out there obsessed with this series! I hadn't heard of twilight till the movie came out, at that time my 13 year old was reading the series. I took her to see the movie, and decided on a whim to start reading the first book, and ended up reading the entire series in about a week. This was back in November, and I have been unable to read anything else since. I feel pathetic, but I just keep reading these over and over again. I am obsessed, it seems to have taken over my life, everytime I think about putting the books up for good and reading something new, I nearly have an anxiety attack! This is killing me, because I am a big reader, I am a medieval history buff, but I can't seem to go back to my normal genre (and I have a whole bookshelf waiting to be read!). I have tried to read some other vampire novels, but I only seem to like Meyer's version of vampires so I haven't been able to get into them either... Perhaps you are right, talking to other addicts may help.

Back to the Present...

Original Post Date: 5/11/13

I keep getting told this... "A writer can write WHATEVER they want to, it's "just a story". YOU can't tell Stephenie Meyer or anyone else what or how to write!"

Again, NORMALLY I would agree with you. I am a celebrator of the creative process, and anyone who comes across these novels and has read them - whether they view the writing to be good or not - can SEE how/why Stephenie Meyer wrote The Twilight Saga like she did AND appreciate the creative process of how this story came to be such a blockbuster phenomenon.

There are MANY 'beautiful' things about the story - too beautiful, too unrealistic, too far outside of the lines to maintain a reasonable suspension of belief for the MAJORITY of people in this world.

THIS is the problem: Ever since this saga became a hit, people have been talking about the seriously (if you haven't read them yet, then you CAN'T tell me I'm wrong about this point) BAD WRITING and especially bad writing for young girls.

And they were right about that... The bad writing is what got everyone hooked into Twilight, but it is the BAD STORYLINE ending that caused so many OLDER Twilight Fans, especially, to become SICK beyond our casual use of the word 'obsessed' in the head.

In addition, Twilight Fans both young and young-at-heart have had to defend themselves and their beloved fairytale from constant and unruly ridicule since these books started to be made into movies.

Before Breaking Dawn was written & published, people were ALREADY talking about the shallow characters, bad writing and addictive nature of the series. But after Breaking Dawn was published, that's when the serious divides happened...

I would bet my entire life savings (which admittedly isn't much, but it's alot when it's all you have) that The Twilight Saga WOULD NOT have been made into MOVIES IF Breaking Dawn had been published BEFORE they started making them into movies; AND not ONE professional publisher would have published all four books like that if they had KNOWN from the beginning how BAD it was going to turn out - NOT EVEN Little, Brown and Company.

I'm going to go so far as to say, that The Twilight Saga WOULD NOT have gotten as far as it did with ALL FIVE movies being made IF Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson hadn't SAVED this series by actually making it WATCHABLE and INTERESTING for us.

And this is how we allow the World, HOLLYWOOD and our fellow Twihards even, to treat them.


I know there are alot of you TwiLadies out there who are also angry about how these Hollywood PR assaults have come down around Kristen and Robert, and I'm pretty sure you know why so many TwiLadies are, and have been, so hard on them.

But to not be able to do the right thing and hold Hollywood responsible for bashing at your emotionally-invested daughters - JERKS who have brought both them AND you to tears again and again...

I know this explanation won't help most of you, and those it does help appear to want to side with the majority - there have been too many TwiRipples and everyone just wants them to stop.

When the tabloids stop is when it will stop. And when they stop, I'll stop - not a second earlier.


Because it's ALL WRONG, and you TwiLadies who can read through this and plainly see what's wrong and what happened with these books and how they were written are not doing the right thing by ignoring this issue.

LOOK what all has happened with Twilight and ALL of the actors involved with it from the beginning; and then tell me why all this is Okay using things like reason, logic and common sense in the mix.

You do not have to hate the way Stephenie Meyer wrote The Twilight Saga like I do, to NOT appreciate the HARM that has been piled onto people - many of them innocent little girls who had no reason to see Twilight any other way than how Stephenie wrote it.

What did THEY do to deserve these kinds of emotional Hollywood PR Assaults?

And you older TwiLadies who were/are so angry with Kristen because your INTENSE Twilight Obsession was shattered to smithereens when those cheating photos were published are NOT THIS UGLY inside, that's IMPOSSIBLE!!

All these things add up to what Twilight did to us.

The more I think about it, the more absurd the idea of this happening is to me. It seems to me that there may be something legal that can be done - if only from *my* perspective since the rest of you are remaining so tight-lipped and/or incapable of comprehending the horrors of this situation.

Anyway, I just wanted to answer this question for those of you who keep insisting this is all 'just a story' - Twilight is obviously not now nor has it EVER been 'just a story' for so many people.

If you're someone who is not now nor has ever been overly-obsessed with The Twilight Saga, count yourself LUCKY. For the rest of you who are in denial that they exist or that there is anything harmful about them - you can start here and here with these comments I've collected.

Another GREAT source for evidence of HARMFUL Twilight over-obsessions can be found within the comments of many of the articles along the side of this blog.

It is in the COMMENTS of these articles where you find the story of Twilight's blockbuster ride, NOT in the articles themselves. The articles just get the conversations going.

Yeah, the book is still coming out - but, I'm stuck at Chapter 12 in reading through Twilight. In the WORST WAY, I do not want to read Chapters 13 & 14 about Stephenie's stupid, sparkly dream - and these are the chapters that contain the basic transcript and the beginning of her silly sexual fantasy.

In the meantime, this 'Questions' article for Steph is the next best thing. A book doesn't really NEED to come out - this blog has plenty of information about this subject to blow anyone's mind.

Link to the 'Twilight: Breaking Dawn Does NOT Suck'
YouTube Video Channel DEBUNKING BDp1 & BDp2
by 2008/2009 Twilight Fans

to set these two professional actors
and ALL Celebrities FREE
by INSISTING Hollywood

Video by Estranged 2008/2009 Twilight Fan, Tprinces (below)
and one of the more famous fanfiction rewriters and yet
another Fan-CORRECTOR of The Twilight Saga
- taking on a typical Twihard argument.
She did a channel of these videos called, "Ripping a Twitard"
Watch the rest of them if you're interested in more.

BTW, Tprinces is addressing one of those types of Twihards
in this video who are NOW in PAIN in these two different ways.
There isn't very good blood going on between these THREE
types of Twilight Fans. It is THE REASON WHY you
TwiLadies are stonewalling this message.

Yeah, I blame this on Stephenie Meyer, too.
She should really be ashamed of herself, I don't care
HOW many pots of gold she's made off of Twilight
HOW many people there are out there
against my one voice.

I'm a notorious optimist, I STILL believe you Twihards
have real beating Human Hearts inside of you.

If not, I guess I'll just write that damn book.
You can count on it going into these also-senseless
Breaking Dawn 2008/2009 Twilight divisions; as much
as these 'Robsten' PR Assaults that have come down, since.


And this is Tprinces' original rant about Twilight and Stephenie Meyer


  1. OK ....really this is fine on long enough....leave Stephanie, Kristen and rob alone... It was a story that turned into a movie then into a night made..lets attack this person and that person as it is there reality it is no ones fault we are all humans and make mistakes.. Enough is enough

    1. Gosh, neither you nor anyone else 'gets' why I DON'T and WON'T leave this alone. Sorry, your ignorance is not my problem.


BTW, this poll used to contain 508 votes at one point in time. I'm not sure what has happened with losing votes - either Twihards who originally voted realized their votes were incriminating their beloved goddess/amateur author; OR all these accounts have simply been closed over the course of four months for whatever reasons. Doesn't matter, I've got the original 'important' numbers recorded within these posts.

Taking Our Temperature... How are YOU feeling, Twihards? Choose multiple answers as they apply.