This is a permanent intro – SCROLL DOWN to the 2nd YouTube video to read some posts AFTER you click on them, or if you’ve come in here from an outside link to a specific post. Apologies, this blog is too long & detailed to not have this intro in place. Stephenie Meyer’s fault & non-involvement was added at the beginning of this year to get your attention. It wasn’t always up here and I WILL delete this entire blog and everything I’ve recorded via articles or videos to support it - if we can all manage to unite.

Also, please don’t let all the caps used in here irritate you too much – I don’t see them as ‘shouting’ as some people do. They are simply meant to make those words stand out, and that’s all. If you just can't sign the petition and move on; my advice is to read thru the intro once – then go back to links that peaked your interest as you have time.

Here is the jist of what you’ll find in this blog: Robert Pattinson latest career-hindering smear: WHY didn’t The Rover do better? The reason gossip tabloid lies began is to intentionally hurt YOUNG emotionally-invested Twilight MOVIE Fanhearts for MONEY. Sadly, many OLDER Anti-Twilight meanies keep the rumors profitable & going. Truth about Robsten: cheating scandal staged stunt fake & photo theories DEBUNKED - and Hollywood tabloids misogynistic SMEAR campaigns exposed. SIGN the PETITION to insist on tabloid & paparazzi reform.

Throughout these scandals… Not ONE time have *I* ever wanted Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson to break up; nor have I ever thought they were perfect for each other - I’ve been Switzerland. So many fans & anti-fans can’t make that claim because of their accidental, professionally-negligent Twilight over-obsessions.

THIS is the ending of The Twilight Saga - not the movie Breaking Dawn Part 2. Every single fan of Twilight, Kristen Stewart or Robert Pattinson should have gotten a TwiRide like Star Wars or Harry Potter. This is NOT how the fairytales of fascinated young girls are supposed to end – and I’m BEYOND sick & tired of people insisting to me that all this has been ‘normal’ Hollywood treatment. You really need to keep reading if you believe that.

BTW, I’m sorry in advance to anyone this blog offends. I’ve been on the frontlines since BEFORE the beginning of the big ‘cheating’ scandal; and I’m not very nice, anymore. I started out being nice and trying to bury this stuff because it DOESN’T matter anymore. It is, however, the reason for people being so damn mean and CONTINUING to be mean to Twilight Fans, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson – as Robert’s new smear just proved.

This reminder is the only thing left that might possibly turn the tides – especially if I HAPPILY volunteer to delete them. You don’t have to agree with me on anything in order to sign this petition other than to be as mad at the gossip rags as I am. But, that is also where the ‘impossibility’ part of all this comes in, I know. It’s just another one of life’s double-edged swords. You can either use it or allow it to continue to be used against your tender Twihearts. I’m not trying to be mean to any fan or any of our beloved actors & actresses – at all. But, I am very angry.

SIGN THE PETITION for Hollywood Tabloids & Paparazzi to Reform Their Own
Well-Protected Industry of Celebrity Mistreatment or
to figure out something else that WILL WORK

Kristen Stewart’s interview with Vogue France 8/28/14: “The way that I talked about my forced interaction with the media is that nobody forced me to be an actor. But it would be crazy to deny that this is just a different beast—nobody could have signed up for it.”

It is so good to hear Kristen say this. It’s too bad so many fans can’t say this about themselves, yet: “I may have said when I was in the thick of it [Twilight] that it wasn't going to last forever. It will calm down. But I didn't really believe it. [Laughter] I thought it might just last forever. Now it seems so far away. We are only two or three years out and I am fully, fully, fully at the bottom of that massive flight of stairs. I'm out of the building.”

Robert Pattinson’s Career-Hindering Tabloid Gossip Smear Explained
Btw, don’t skimp on this article – It’s full and his smear isn’t clear until WAY
passed the time many of you are reading if emails are any indicator.
This is NOT ‘a little thing’. Read the entire article or you’re clueless.
This also goes into the purpose of these blogs if you're confused about that part
- alot of people are. This blog is information overload on more than one
subject relating to The Twilight Saga. That's why it's so long.

Current very popular keyword search into this blog: peter facinelli tells robert pattinson

Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson did NOT have a baby together – I go into that ridiculous ‘fan-caused’ rumor in this post. (You’ll have to scroll down through the intro to read it.)

The rumor goes… Peter sent Robert an email congratulating him on his newborn baby girl a few months back (April or May, I think). QUIT STALKING THEM ONLINE – this is one of the ways tabloids know who to write about, because of internet searches about them. Fans started this rumor along with the Kristen/Alicia are lesbian lovers rumor awhile back – and those aren’t the only two. STOP IT!!

Yes, if it isn't clear to you, yet: the reason why Hollywood gossip tabloids continue to torture Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson via obvious lying to the extremes that they have (TWO major career-hindering smears in the past two years) is because it is PROFITABLE when the emotions of their fans are spinning around about them.

Our 'real' feelings are connected to THEIR real lives through OUR 'magical' Twilight - Robsessed- Krisbian - Robsten obsessions. It is the reason why we hurt inside when the rags tell their stories - whether they are actually hurting in their real lives or not.

There is nothing AT ALL wrong with 'our obsessions' - UNLESS you're dealing with a bunch of painful internal static about Robert and/or Kristen - that would be your obsession screaming out in pain, just FYI. Even after all this time, because it is HARD to get past an intense obsession like that while there are so many cruel, greedy people abusing OVER-emotionally-invested YOUNG fans for laughs & money. If you need help getting past those frustrating feelings CLICK HERE.

Keyword Searches into this blog on Twilight Obsessions
Includes other popular keywords that fans use to find info – there are
more scattered throughout this blog; like, 'Was Robsten Real or a
a Fake Showmance / Promance and Faked Cheating Photos, etc.
Twilight's story is in fan comments and search keywords they use
- not in what 'professional' people observe and write about it, ha!

Will Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson Ever Reunite?
Lots of keywords come through asking this question. This is my
best semi-educated guess after following them for almost two years.
If Robert's recent interviews are correct - I've been spot on since
the day the 'cheating' scandal started.

Stephenie Meyer Knows Why Gossip Rags & Paparazzi won’t leave
Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart (or her beloved fans) alone.
That’s why she deserves this blog; and it is why it will not be deleted until either
Steph, her professional cronies and/or her fans do something to fix the situation:

‘They took all of my heat, which I feel bad about,' Stephenie tells The Times Magazine.
‘If they had the choice, I've no idea if they'd even do Twilight again. I just don't know.
I think this has all come at a heavy price.'

Ya think, Steph?!!

Happy 10th Anniversary Next Year, Twilight Fans
- and THANKS for all the really sh*tty memories!

Email to Stephenie Meyer through her guard-dog brother, Seth, from her website - August 8th, 2012 (two weeks after the 'cheating' scandal started):

Hi Seth,

I know you don't forward anything to Stephenie, but I just want to make sure people in her camp are aware of some of the EXTREME reactions Twihards are having - and may continue to have in increasing ways if someone doesn't address these people with some sort of nice, simple little gesture of support. You and/or some of them may have noticed my HOT blog out here debunking The Twilight Saga several different ways, but I've called a TRUCE on this subject just to help out with these Twihards. But, of course, they aren't listening to ME.

They NEED to hear from your Sister - nothing heavy, nothing that takes anyone's side - just something that acknowledges their intense pain and gives them a few soothing, reassuring words of support.

I'm REALLY worried about some of them... Especially little girls who were no-doubt buried TOO deeply in their obsessions. Basically, I'm worried about stuff like this heating up even MORE:

PLEASE... You don't have to pass this email on, just give her a call and make her aware.

Thanks Seth!

The usual silent treatment from Steph & Seth was the response. This is why *I* am furious with Stephenie Meyer - I could care less about her stupid 'vampire' storyline. But, the extreme sicknesses she has obviously & accidentally caused her FANS due to HER IGNORANCE about 'real' make-believe creatures of the NIGHT is her fault since she has never taken responsibility for them in ANY WAY that I can see.


Why the Public Shaming of Kristen Stewart MATTERS to Young Girls
by Nico Lang on Huffington Post
If this article written a month after the 'cheating' scandal started
doesn't wake you up - you have no shame.

Okay, it looks like this post is casually being passed around among Twilight Fans, so I’m posting it up here at the top just in case there is something valuable in it for you. This post is called,Twihards, You Got Your Story, What About Ours? Twilight MOVIE Fans Deserve a Discussion(scroll down past the 2nd YouTube video to read after the click). This was written long before these extreme scandals came down – we’re used to all the kajillions of little ones, why would we care about the big ones? There are more reasons beyond Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson to care. That is what this post is about.

Robert Pattinson Interview, Esquire UK – July 30th, 2014 Am I the only one who thinks he is sounding more and more jaded in interviews? Why don’t his fans care about his real life or his career? Every single ONE of you who walks away from the painstakingly-detailed information in this blog is just as guilty as Stephenie Meyer, the tabloids and paparazzi are of causing and continuing it.

This is yet another thing that is ALL STEPH’S FAULT: 6/20/14 - Thank you also to the one robsessed ‘fan’ who sent me an email to explain that it’s about time the tabloids got creative enough to get Robert Pattinson talking about his real life with the smear campaign they just did against him. As a fan – he owes you.

Since this is still being hit pretty hard and with apparently no change in your attitudes, I’ll assume that is what ALL of you think about it. You’re very special, entitled fans and Rob & Kris are nothing but your well-paid virtual whores.

‘Robsessed’ fans – both Twilight & Anti-Twilight - have quite a repugnant reputation and you’re very proud of it. I can’t imagine why - you’d obviously eat your own young.

What Does Robert Pattinson Think of Edward Cullen, The Twilight Saga
and His OLDER 'Robsessed' Fans - Both ANTI-Twilight & Twihards
(scroll down past the intro to read these posts after the click)

Robert Pattinson Post-Scandal Quotes

TRUE Twilight Fans… Just take a deep breath, find a diversion, and take a healthy dose of Esme's advice: Let things work themselves out. If they don’t work out the way you want them to, that’s life and we deal. Hollywood's storytelling hasn't been any more real than Twilight - except Hollywood doesn't deserve any fans at the moment. Don't continue to pay them to hurt you, your family or friends.

BOYCOTT ALL ONLINE TABLOIDS (especially, but print would be nice, too) & ALL PAPARAZZI IMAGES as RELIGIOUSLY as YOU LOVE Twilight, Kristen Stewart or Robert Pattinson.

Truth About ‘Robsten’
This is the NON-nutshell version from the beginning of the ‘cheating’
scandal in July 2012 with links to links to links for research hounds.
There are also nutshells within this so you can basically pick
which topics you want to read more in-depth about.

The Latest Ridiculous Theories Regarding Just WHO the MEAN ‘Fans’
are out in Internetland
This post goes into extreme detail about how the
obsessions of Twilight’s different FanFactions developed and progressed.
It is also the
BEST REASON for ALL Twihard & Current Anti-Twihard Fans to UNITE.
This is how I know so much about what’s going on with ‘robsten’.
It was sort of a side-effect of doing all this research on Twilight from
a movie fan’s perspective long before these dumb scandals started.

How Did This Blog Change to Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform?
No, this stuff is not just about Twilight’s celebrities
- it’s about and for ALL celebrities AND their FANS who LOVE them.
(Again, scroll down after the click thru the intro to read.)

Email quote from a Twilight-Robsten Fan August 2012, about a month after the ‘cheating’ scandal started: “Thank you for writing that wonderful blog (this is the post she is talking about), it was heaven sent. Please someone tell him… he just texted me and said he told my mom and for me to get some help… and bye. Please tell him… everyone is doing this and its killing me.. but everyone acts like they don’t know what I’m talking about. I don’t think I’ve ever needed anything so bad in all my life than for someone to tell him. I know they are trying to drive me crazy and its starting to work! Thanks again, was truly a blessing I needed to read, very much so.”

6/8/14 Robert Pattinson at LAX
Are you sick of this kind of celebrity treatment?
The petition includes reform for paparazzi behavior.

What Mean Things are Twilight & Anti-Twilight ‘Fans’ Still Saying?

What are Heartbroken Twilight, Robsten & Krisbian Fans Still Saying?



First, TMZ ‘found’ this detailed information about Rupert Sanders & Liberty Ross’ divorce. “We found legal docs filed…”

Second, - huge LIE made into a factoid-statement: “As you know ... Rupert famously cheated on Liberty by banging Kristen Stewart during the filming of "Snow White and the Huntsman" ... which he directed. Liberty played Kristen's mom.”

It was ONE PRESSURIZED KISS from a married man who had been grooming her for that moment for - who knows how long? Rupert Sanders was a reputable, unfaithful sexual-predator which is why Liberty divorced him. He ruined his own marriage – Kristen is just the person he used to help him do it.

Kristen did NOT go to meet up with Rupert Sanders with the intention of getting into a makeout session with him – as the images of her carrying papers in the original set of published ‘cheating’ photos revealed.

She had to fend him off (what actually happened that day and WHY those photos may have been manipulated) using the same tools he was using – you know the stupid dance, ladies. He managed to pressure her into a kiss because she wasn’t quite sure how to fend off her boss who she THOUGHT was HARMLESS just like EVERYONE ELSE who had been witnessing their flirty exchanges up to that point, including Liberty Ross.

I can tell you from personal experience that most Aries’ personalities are actually quite gullible and naive when it comes to people we supposedly trust. It does not appear to me and MANY other people out here that Kristen Stewart saw Rupert Sanders’ advances coming – PLUS, many people believe she was SET UP for those pictures by him and/or Liberty Ross and the paparazzi for eventual career gains.

That is totally possible with the way he seemed so damn smug that day; AND Rupert Sanders seemed to know the position of the cameras. He seemed to be grinning in their direction an awful lot, anyway.

People keep asking me what I expect to gain out of this blog. Nothing other than to make sure that NONE of you are sitting out there too comfortable or cozy in your tabloid-manipulated HATE – although launching the petition for tabloid & paparazzi reform into the ozone would be a huge bonus for ALL of us, especially Robert and Kristen.

It is an excellent idea to create our own Hollywood dust-up by doing the impossible – UNITING while demanding tabloid & paparazzi reform. This is a deal that you should seriously consider taking because ALL of us would benefit in the end. Even the tabloids & paparazzi… How many MORE of us would patronize their mean magazines if they didn’t lie out their teeth so often and so obviously?

The beauty of the petition is that it is a unified scream that does not specifically target Rob, Kris or their fans for backlash. (Petitions have started MANY changes in this wonky world!) The idea is that through our sheer numbers; Twilight and Anti-Twilight Fans will ignite this petition into the ozone by passing it around to friends who will also sign it for THEIR favorite celebrities. It keeps us all on the congenial side of things because we will all be on the same side: celebrity fans vs. tabloids/paparazzi.

ALL celebrities need these reforms and the general public has been complaining for decades about them. NO ONE should have the freedom to LIE like tabloids do – nor should anyone, no matter how famous they are, be required to ENTIRELY fork over their RIGHTS of Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness just because people love them.

If Twilight’s various fanbases would unite to correct the situation by brainstorming to figure something out that will work, or sign the petition I already have started; I have pledged to DELETE these ugly blogs, every article I have ever written and YouTube video I have recorded on the subjects of Twilight, Anti-Twilight, Stephenie Meyer, and the obsessions of OLDER Twihards & Anti-Twihards - JUST in time for Twilight’s 10th Anniversary Celebration next year.

But, until things change – either the tabloids STOP or Twilight & Anti-Twilight Fans STOP arguing, they remain. Because not all of us appreciated having our brains toyed with by an amateur author and irresponsible, GREEDY professionals; nor have we enjoyed our apparently never-ending, cruel Hollywood TwiRide – AT ALL.

Signing OUT – THIS BLOG IS DONE and Stephenie Meyer has been JUDGED
by the only person on this planet actually qualified to do that – me.

An Anti-Twilight Fan's Dream Conversation
with Stephenie Meyer About What's Wrong with Twilight

NO ONE understands the issues Anti-Twilight Fans have with
this pretty fairytale BETTER than I do. No, I STILL
do not find ONE REASON to not UNTIE! ;)

Questions for Stephenie Meyer About Her Successful Literary Failure:
The Twilight Saga, A Post-Mortem
Yes, I’ve sent this to her along with many other
articles & complaints I have compiled. I’m not expecting
her to ever read or reply – that isn’t her style.

This YouTube video below is ME in January 2012
in an obsessive rant LONG BEFORE these scandals came down
- Calling Stephenie Meyer OUT on her harmful BS while
attempting to stick up for pre-movie anti-twilight fans. It is
amazing how poignant these videos still are, today.
(Ignore the Twilight Petition in here – it’s irrelevant now.)

This is my YouTube Video COLLECTION by estranged Twihards
The very first review is the most relatable for us all.
(Numbers 11 - 14 are mine; the one above and these next three below.)

My Other YouTube Videos – All recorded at the same time
during one mad, three hour rant spread across two days:
(Yeah, real fun to edit.)

Part 2: Who Do You Love? Letter to Twihards from Anti-Twihards
If you are a Twilight MOVIE Fan who has never read the books
- this is a must-watch.

Part 3: Letter to Twilight Fans FROM Anti-Twilight Fans:
How Stephenie Meyer Can Make This Up to ALL of Us
This is the story of ‘how *I* got hung up on The Twilight Saga;
and is also a very eerie & poignant video pre-scandal that talks
about the pounding Kristen & Robert were taking back THEN.

Part 4: Why was this Important BEFORE the ‘Cheating’ Scandal Happened?

SIGN THE PETITION for Hollywood Tabloids & Paparazzi to Reform Their Own
Well-Protected Industry of Celebrity Mistreatment or
to figure out something else that WILL WORK


Final Judgement of The Twilight Saga - or, Why I HATE Stephenie Meyer and her ARMY of Desperate Housewives - ET ALL TwiJerks AND Anti-TwiJerks Over 30.

I just found out about these events on 5/18/14 (and in my own hometown!!) Fifty Soiree – ‘Classy’ events based on the 50 Shades of Grey novels to benefit survivors of abuse. As a survivor of abuse myself, AND as someone who can see how these STUPID rough-sex books could be ‘inspired’ by The Twilight Saga; do any of you have ANY IDEA how OFFENSIVE the very thought of this happening, IS to me?!! As if Twilight being sickening wasn’t enough. Coat it in as much icing and pretty flowers as you want. Pig slop is still pig slop no matter what.

Actual Post Date: 1/19/14 - I wrote this before I realized how many NEW Anti-Twilight Fans were developing since the movies were made - and then WHY they don't like this blog. ;)

Btw, don’t count on long-estranged Anti-Twilight fans to be in here – Oh no, *I* am a disjointed Twilight MOVIE Fan which means I’m a NEW upset Twihard. That means that absolutely NO Twilight Fans like me – not those who love it no matter what, nor those who could just puke all over it. (Here is a detailed explanation for why you don’t see them in here.)

Why? Cuz I just HAPPEN to ALSO be a Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson fan. LoL! Maybe I’ll share one someday, those conversations have been MORE frustrating than with current semi-crazy Twihards. Talk about some seriously MEAN people – some of them, anyway. It’s amazing what a bitter obsession can do to you (no, they won’t acknowledge their obsessions anymore than current obsessing Twihards will – yeah, sad all the way around from my perspective).

Many of the old gang have LONG moved onto other FAR more interesting things like becoming HUGE Anti-Kristen-Stewart and Anti-Robert-Pattinson fans; and they have been having SO MUCH FUN bashing at you Twihards throughout these cheating scandals.

PLUS, I get to watch all you “I Love Twilight No Matter What” fangirls CRY & FIGHT (or at least try to). You are far more embarrassing now than you have ever been.

This is yet another complaint on my long list against Stephenie Meyer. There was a HUGE DUSTUP when her books were first published by book readers (especially after Breaking Dawn); but somehow they managed to MISS all of their complaints (see long list of side links) and produce The Twilight Saga 'as close to' as written as possible.

If Stephenie Meyer had admitted her HUGE literary mistakes and apologized back then - here’s what could have happened instead of the harmful TwiRide so many of us ended up with:

1) The books could have been CORRECTED via the movies instead of so many people HATING them OR being accidentally OVERLY-obsessed about them. (Oh yeah, it could have been done - by someone who actually 'gets' why girls & women love this pretty fairytale so damn much.)

2) People like ME wouldn't have had to loose any VALUABLE time at all due to HER 'mistakes'. (I've been in here since November 2011, and I was spinning before that. No, *I* have not appreciated my TwiRide at all.)

3) The Twilight Fanbase would NOT have been beaten up this HARD for this long because of the 'cheating' scandal. In FACT, it might not have EVER HAPPENED IF Steph had acted like an ADULT instead of a smug, obviously-amateur author flipping off HER OWN FANS!!!

The really weird thing is that the MORE I learn about the obsessions of current Twilight AND Anti-Twilight FANS out here in Internetland; the more NORMAL *I* appear to be - with the exception that I am somehow one of the FEW UNWILLING Twilight Fans (no, thank God, I'm not the 'only' one) who refuses to stand by and say or do nothing.

Thank you Stephenie Meyer for ALL the divisions & chaos you have caused to your own fanbase and the world throughout the years. I, for one, can’t imagine how you sleep at night.

As your most recently engaged and enraged Twihard – count on me doing EVERYTHING I can to keep this aspect of your involvement (and NON-involvement) in perspective UNTIL you and/or your damn ARMY of desperate housewives figures out a way to repair the damage you’ve done to the WHOLE WIDE WORLD – including your beloved lead actress & actor AND their heartbroken FANS who have been CONTINUING to pay for YOUR MISTAKES since the day you decided to DENY them.

Stephenie Meyer didn’t MEAN to make us all this crazy… But the TABLOIDS DO, for MONEY!

The obsessions of Twilight fans - along with Hollywood's manipulation tactics - is what is making so many TwiLadies so unreasonable and mean OBVIOUSLY. You cannot tell me that so many of you are STILL this ugly (or heartbroken) inside after all this time.

Author John Green "We must strike down the insidious lie that a book is the creation of an individual soul labouring in isolation. We must strike it down because it threatens the overall quality and breadth of American literature," he said. "They hold me up as an example but I am not an example of publishers or bookstores extracting value because without an editor my first novel, Looking for Alaska, would have been unreadably self-indulgent…”

This article is actually about Self-Publishing, but this statement by him is the DIRECT REASON WHY Stephenie Meyer's writing failed for so many people. Because her PROFESSIONAL publishers didn't ‘professionally’ edit Twilight NOR give it the kind of treatment it should have been given. Yeah, that is partially Steph's fault for digging her heels in (like an amateur author would). Twilight could have been one of the BEST fairytales ever written. But all it did was HURT its own too-impassioned fanbase (on multiple occasions) and DIVIDE both them and the WORLD.

This blog is information overload on The Twilight Saga, Stephenie Meyer, the OVER-obsessions of (especially older) Twilight Fans - and of course, Robsten's apparently neverending publicity assaults on both them and their fanbase. I almost published a book about it - yeah, it's VAST. In fact, you Twihards can thank Nutty Madame (see 1/5/14 update below in my ‘Introduction’ post) for my most recent decision to cancel writing this book one last time (although these blogs will be staying up).

Need a good reason to forgive all the (usually older) TwiJERKS out there(I’ve been fighting with them for awhile and I don’t have one problem highlighting them up here like this.) This post not only explains their ridiculous over-obsessions, but it is the best argument yet for Twilight Fans to sign the petition. Also, this post most thoroughly debunks The Twilight Saga.

The above posts were never meant to be mean (although they sure seem like it to Twihards); but they were the ones that 'literary experts' were VERY interested in when I started pitching the book this last time around. Only read them if you dare - and the links that jet off of them, those are part of the fascination with them.

This is my crowning jewel out of all the stuff I’ve written about The Twilight Saga – my fanfiction rewrite, The Twilight Saga: ReVamped & ReWolfed. Just the first chapter is complete; the rest is a summary – takes a couple hours for me to read through it all.

YEAH, I love this pretty fairytale and this fanbase. I really wish I could respect the amateur author, more. Her SILENCE throughout this scandal has been so frustrating. Stephenie Meyer COULD have said something to HELP cool fans’ emotions as all this was coming down or at some point in between. And YEAH, I gave her a NICE heads-up when all this started. (I CAN be nice!)

She has done absolutely nothing but ignore me and every other estranged Twihard who came before me. As far as I am concerned – with what happened to her fanbase at the END and continues ON and on and ON – Stephenie Meyer didn’t deserve one red cent out of her efforts and neither did her professionally-negligent publisher or production company.

The ONLY good thing we got out of Twilight was the actors & actresses – ALL of them. And they ALL continue to be judged and mistreated because of YOUR MAD Twilight over-obsessions.

This is the final judgment of this Twihard regarding The Twilight Saga. And, as far as I can tell - *I* am the only person on this planet REMOTELY qualified to judge it so harshly. The ENTIRE ‘Twilight Experience’ has been NOTHING but a bawl-fest and/or cat fight from beginning to end.

I was really looking for an experience more like Harry Potter or Star Trek or Girl with the Dragon Tattoo or Avengers or The Hunger Games… etc., etc., etc.

*I* cannot BEGIN to express my incredible disappointment and disgust with every single Twihard over the age of 30. You’ve been nothing but NEGLIGENT yourselves – and selfish and petty and MEAN and a SH*TLOAD of other things.

Thank you SO MUCH for the memories, Twilight Fans.

And Stephenie Meyer… I know you and your ‘professional’ cronies don’t pay attention or acknowledge any of this kind of stuff. But, you better hope you and I never cross paths - because I have more than a few rude sentences littered with explicits for you that INCLUDE the ‘C’ word in ALL CAPS. (No worries, Twilight isn’t that big of a deal to me to impart any physical harm – but if we were 12 year olds on a playground I would kick you in the shin as hard as I could, pull your hair and call you every dirty name I could think of until you cried.)

That’s basically what you’ve been allowing the tabloids & paparazzi to do to your fanbase through your beloved lead actress & actor - for YEARS!!!

No Respect. AT. ALL.

Covers the 2014 New Year’s Eve HOAX
all the way back to the ‘cheating’ scandal in July 2012.

The ‘Official’ What’s Wrong with Twilight from SO MANY Perspectives
explanation – although it starts out with the baby. NO ONE has been able to
give me a decent, logical explanation aside from estranged Twihards.

Fanfiction Literary Critique & Correction

QUESTIONS for Stephenie Meyer About Her Successful
Literary Failure: The Twilight Saga a Post Mortem
I have sent this along with many other articles
to Steph – not expecting her to read or reply.

This YouTube video below is ME in January 2012
in an obsessive rant LONG BEFORE these scandals came down
- Calling Stephenie Meyer OUT on her harmful BS.
(Ignore the Twilight Petition in here – it’s irrelevant now.)

Yeah, I know what I’m talking about in this blog.
Not ALL of us appreciated the ridiculous obsession
‘accidentally’ shoved down our throats.

Watch it if you can – and this is my YouTube
COLLECTION by estranged Twihards* mostly from 2008/2009.
The very first review is the most relatable for us all.


How Did This Blog Change to Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform?

This entire blog is dedicated to two of my very best friends since the 4th grade. While neither one of them is a Twilight Fan, they both 'get' how important the dreams, fantasies and realities of young girls are. (Loverboy video, what can I say, we were 80's girls, ha!) And, they have both supported me when few others would - I LOVE you River Rats!! )*(

Los Angeles Times: The Tabloids Don’t Deserve the First Amendment. Here’s a splash:

“The problem is that the culture of tabloid journalism in both Britain and the United States is deeply tied to criminal acts. Without illegal conduct, tabloids could not preempt the mainstream press, and they would not survive.

Although the law provides us with the tools we need to punish crimes related to free speech, the judicial system is too quick to bow before the 1st Amendment, and as a result we end up shielding criminals who misrepresent themselves as journalists and activists...
Crime is crime. Tabloid journalism uses illegal tactics, and it does not deserve absolute protection from the 1st Amendment.”
Update 6/13/14 - Don't tell me that I'm the crazy one! Smear Campaign Exposed Right Before Your Eyes (Sorry, you’ll have to scroll down past the intro to read – but this is SO worth it!) Tabloids are literally trying to sabotage Robert Pattinson’s attempts to buck being typecast via a subtle smear campaign against The Rover that fans on all sides can barely see.

Update 4/2/14 - I’m getting really sick of hearing this comment, “The gossip stories will never stop because SO MANY PEOPLE WANT TO READ IT.”

First, the petition doesn't call for an END to tabloid 'rumors' or paparazzi pictures - just for them to add more responsibility & integrity into their reporting by doing things like not spewing mean comments at them as celebrities are trying to walk peacefully through airports; and naming their sources. Those things are not violations of their precious Freedom of Speech or Freedom of the Press.

And Second, There are people who enjoy Dog Fighting – why isn’t THAT legal? Because ANIMALS get hurt and killed – it’s taboo for civilized people to participate in such heinous, violent events.

HOW is it ANY DIFFERENT than what the tabloids do to Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson’s YOUNG Twilight Fans – such as, lie to them in order to get a reaction from them for money?

...Or ANY of the FANS of ANY of Hollywood’s YOUNG stars: Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, etc. (ALL of whom have millions of YOUNG fans – which is one of Hollywood tabloid’s most profitable, instant ONLINE audiences BECAUSE of their celebrity OBSESSIONS!!)

Like, WHAT ABOUT that DAMN ‘sonogram’ that just came out of ‘S. Gomez’?!! Could Selena POSSIBLY be preggers by Justin?!!! It was just another situation where Hollywood’s tabloids were only TOO HAPPY to correct themselves LATER. How much money did they make off of BOTH ‘stories’ – and how WHIPPED up did their fans get?!!

Their fanbase is OVERLY-obsessed in a very similar way as Kristen & Robert’s for a different reason – Selena & Justin are both REAL people who happen to perform REAL-LIFE concerts. They don’t have movie characters that fans are accidentally overly-associating them with. Their fanbases have a more naturally-formed foundation to them; AND their fans are often divided between the two (or obsessed about ‘jelena’, just like ‘robsten’ fans) and VERY YOUNG.

JUST BECAUSE THERE IS NO REAL BLOOD GUSHING OUT OF A FLESH WOUND, THEY ARE ALL FINE – RIGHT?!!!! Have any of you HEARD about the increased suicide rates in young peeps AND adults across the globe?!!

Hollywood should be an escape from 'real' life - not add to the cold, cruel reality of it via lies for 'entertainment' - especially for the young adult population who are endearingly-susceptible to engrossing celebrities & stories - and whose minds are still developing.

Actual Post Date 1/11/14

Btw, I've seen some weird keywords coming through here... I am not a publicist. I'm just someone who has done ALOT of various kinds of marketing so I know (generically-speaking) how things work - on TOP of being a HUGE HOLLYWOOD FANGIRL (Star Trek) of all KINDS of fanbases (Michael Jackson) throughout the years (Buffy the Vampire Slayer - oh yeah, there are more, ha!).

I am very familiar with how celebrities used to be treated compared to how they are being treated, now. This instantaneous internet hooplah is a NEW PROBLEM for our society. When tabloids only had print to rely on - they could get pretty mean, but they couldn't be this incessant about it. (Although some of us would beg to differ with regards to Princess Diana. They were so mean to her - SO MEAN. Don't get me started on what they've done to Prince William and/or Prince Harry since they have grown up.)

Insert 5/29/14 - KNOCK IT THE F*CK OFF  WITH THE PRINCESS CATHERINE 'draft dress-uplifts - you PIGS'!!!!!

There is SO MUCH CRAP going on in Hollywood that we all just keep brushing off. For instance, when I think of the extremes that Miley Cyrus has gone through this year to get the attention that she has – all I can do is feel sorry for her for probably being too influenced by Hollywood’s hype JERKS since she was a little girl. Yeah, she has a lot of fans because of it – but at what cost? Not only to herself (which, I am well-aware she insists is not true), but all those fans of hers who would probably find her just as fascinating if she weren’t twerking in a Teddy Bear body suit on Santa Clause?

Then again, who can really blame her - look who her peers are: Rihanna who seems to be an exhibitionist and is almost constantly semi-naked; Katy Perry with her cupcake t*ts; Lady Gaga who seems sure that showing alot of flesh is the way to the hearts of her fans (have you ever actually listened to her voice? It's really good, it rings like a bell sometimes) - SEX causes SENSATION and SELLS, and Hollywood has trained its female celebrities very well.

As a woman, I am beyond irritated with Hollywood's extreme misogynistic tactics used against the sexuality of women in our societies JUST for the 'livelihood' of mean-spirited 'reporters' and photographers. This stupid Kristen Stewart 'cheating' scandal has been the epitome of an example - and a good one for fans of all kinds to  use as a catalyst, get behind and take action.

I know, I sound like one of those old geesers who used to complain like this about another one of my idols, Madonna. Dang I used to get mad about what they would say about her, too - except, I didn't have access at my fingertips to listen to people go on and on with their disapproval and hate. I was really into her for awhile - I'm sure I would have had a hard time staying away from the constant, mean gossip; and it would have been both disturbing and frustrating on TOP of my already frustrating young life.

I'm also an old Billy Ray Cyrus FAN - and in fact, I talk about both him and Miley in this very FIRST post I wrote about Hollywood tabloid & paparazzi reform on January 6th, 2013 - shortly before the third spin of the robsten scandals started in January. I didn't start the petition until after Justin Bieber's fararri situation when a paparazzi died. That just seemed like really good timing.

This is the post that I wrote shortly afterwards that introduces the petition. If you scroll down past the petition - you'll see a looooooong timeline of crap that has been going on between now and then. I talk about all kinds of different celebrities.

Yeah, I've been a general fangirl of Hollywood for a long dang time.

But, for all you Twilight Fans who are getting SO sick of listening to me ramble on about Twilight (believe me, I'm beyond sick of rambling) before things got as nasty as they have, you might enjoy that first post alot more. (You'll find a Billy Ray video in it!)

And, I mean, COME ON... WHO HERE BELIEVED that TOM CRUISE would 'abandon' Suri?!! Thank you, Tom - for HOLDING these damn rags accountable!! (Sorry, Tom & Katie's divorce was actually where all this started for me - you should see my original posts about that as well as Prince Harry's photos, ha!)

Yeah, I was already pretty mad at the papz & rags when these dumb 'robsten' scandals started - for USING Suri and her older brother and sister like they were doing during that whole divorce fiasco. Kristen's 'cheating' photos popped up around the tail end of that cha-ching campaign. (NOTICE that 'Tomkats' situation pretty much ENDED after a few weeks? Robsten's assaults are not going to end until Twihard obsessions cool enough to stop making them money.)

- well, maybe it started with Princess Diana, even long before that...

It's kind of funny, because she was in the back of my mind when I started writing about this scandal - and THEN those photos of Harry came out (and weren't there nude ones of Princess Kate around the same time?!!) and really brought the spotlight back to her.

That's probably what makes me so much more afraid for Kristen (and frankly Robert, too). You all think this is all in good fun, they get paid plenty and isn't it FUNNY... Try having one of them just being gone one day for the most IDIOTIC reason on the planet.

I don't know... I guess I'm never really going to get over that. I know I cried for almost three days straight and on and off for at least a month afterwards. And frankly, it SUCKED to HIGH HEAVEN to watch her (while she was still alive) be hounded like the fox on a HUNT by the paparazzi (like they do with Princess Kate NOW); and for the tabloids to say all those MEAN things about her that you KNEW were NOT TRUE!!

They made Princess Diana's life hell, at times, before the paparazzi finally killed her - and they are DOING THE SAME DAMN THING TO KRISTEN and ROBERT.

YEAH, you all just messed with the WRONG HOLLYWOOD FANGIRL, rags & papsmears! *I* have personally HAD IT with your sh*t! You think you're so damn smart. This blog stays up FAR MORESO to keep a spotlight on what YOU are doing than for any other reason - FYI.

YOU MADE YOUNG GIRLS CRY AND YOU DIDN'T WRITE ONE DAMN GOOD SONG LYRIC TO DO IT - I AM NOT IMPRESSED! Every damn one of you 'professional' Hollywood paparazzi, 'reporters', interviewers, editors, etc. who has been in on ANY part of this stupid, senseless 'scandal' from the beginning of it until now should be thoroughly ashamed of yourselves - you big BULLIES!!

It was so much easier to pass this stuff off back in the day because we couldn't really SEE what the papz were doing to our favorite celebrities. We only heard about it, so why should anything be done about it? It was easier to not even pay attention to it.

I'm not suggesting a change in 'freedom of speech' or any laws. PLEASE give the petition a chance. That's all I ask. I don't see one reason why Team Kristen, Team Robert and Robsten Forever Fans can't ALL sign it. If you LOVE Twilight and/or you LOVE them - why wouldn't you? (Email exchange with a concerned Robsten/Twilight fan lady.)


Introduction and Last Attempt to Reason with Overly-Obsessed Twihards

Please Note - As an introduction, this post is also one of several long timelines - listed from most recent to least recent dates (for the most part).

This is the post that probably tells you the most about who I am and why I wrote this blog. I would really appreciate it if you would give me a break if you read something in here that offends you. TRY not to take ANY of this personally. I don't know any of you, and absolutely NONE of this has been easy or fun for me to do - you'll find out why that is if you keep reading. No judgements until you know the scoop, please. :)

There are alot of links that shoot off in here. My advice is to read through it once, and then go back to the links you were interested in for the details, later.

Update 12/25/13Oh yeah, I'm a Twilight Fan - but, I'm an even bigger FAN of the Twilight Fanbase. ALL of you, including the current mean girls and long-estranged ones. (All of these links are now on a different blog with no intro.) Do any of you have ANY IDEA what it's like to WATCH and listen to so many of you heartbroken Twihards have such a hard time dealing with Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson's MAYBE-broken romantic relationship over all this time?

It's been heartbreaking.

Here's my Celebrating Twilight photo collection on Facebook. It's quite an eclectic mix (with LOTS of Robert and Kristen, ha!) There are 640 photos in this album - I just cleaned out all my TwiFiles.

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - and ENJOY!!

What kinds of mean things are overly-obsessed Twilight Fans still saying? Come on, fangirls... Do you REALLY think that these Twihards are really this ugly inside after all this time?

Book Update 1/7/14 - You Twihards can thank Nutty Madame (see 1/5/14 update below) for my most recent decision to cancel writing this book one last time (although these blogs will be staying up).

This is also why you've been seeing me get meaner and meaner out there in Internetland - I've had to change my fighting tactics and find another way to reach Twilight Fans.

I think it's 'almost' been published three times, now - and yeah, every damn time I've had opportunities regarding it. And quite honestly, THIS last time around was really the perfect timing with Twilight's 10th Anniversary next year.

I had a big publisher I was going to sign with next Monday. They were going to get professional Child Psychologists and publishing experts to bring more validity to it. I was going to have someone to help me finish researching the things I still need to nail down and help me get it more organized and 'readable'. I was going to have help editing it AND I was going to get to interview (hopefully) a few people on my long list of people I wanted to interview for it. (Stephenie Meyer was of course at the top of that list, but I was pretty sure she was going to be a no-go.) There was going to be a big internet marketing blast and a publicity tour, etc.

Yeah, my publishing friend was cool with it - and in fact, agreed wholeheartedly. (You'll see why, below.) He's even going to explain and break the news to the publisher for me - so far, he's been a great agent and an even better friend. (I may not have many friends, but I do have a few good ones - that's all I need.)

What changed?

Emma (Nutty Madame) seems Okay, now... And if SHE is doing Okay I have confidence that the rest of you will (hopefully) be fine, too. Hopefully you're also a little wiser now as she seems to be - that's another good. And, by the time Twilight's 10th Anniversary is upon us - it would be her fans, not Stephenie Meyer, who would be hurt the most if I still published this book. (And Emma is as MUCH of a Stephenie Meyer fan as she is a Twilight fan, ha! Yeah, I can respect that even if I can't stand the lady, myself. Yeah, I know that about Nutty Madame, she and I have a bit of history that she probably isn't aware of.)

If I published this book, it would be like ALWAYS - Twilight Fans would be taking the heat for her. Stephenie Meyer never has to take responsibility for anything she's ever caused to happen because of her irresponsible and dysfunctional amateur writing.

But, that was never the intention of this blog or this message. *I* was far more concerned about the hearts and minds of emotionally-invested YOUNG and young-at-heart Twilight Fans FROM THE BEGINNING of it in November 2011.

Congratulations, Emma - you may not have been able to prevent this blog from happening, but you prevented a publicity blitz against Stephenie Meyer and her fanbase in 2015. You deserve ovations and applause for being such a BRILLIANT shining Twilight Fan STAR.

Parting thoughts... The petition is going to stay up if anyone wants to sign it, still. Hollywood's BS isn't going to stop, there is still a war going on. If you decide to help change Hollywood's celebrity lifebashing ways someday, keep it in mind. (No, assaults on Rob & Kris are not going to end, unfortunately.)

Also, STOP reading these damn tabloids - online or otherwise. We PAY them with EVERY CLICK into them and they only publish these bogus stories to jerk on your heartstrings because we make them money when they have our emotions whipped up. That is ALL this stupid cheating scandal has been about since the beginning of it. PLEASE keep that in mind from now on - don't believe this crap, girls.

Take care and TRY to be NICE to each other, Twihards!!!

I may do some arranging of this blog to make it even more readable, later - like adding a FAQ and a real timeline or something. But for now, I'm taking another break for awhile.

You should do the same thing. Take a healthy dose of Esme's advice and just let things work themselves out. Hollywood's storytelling hasn't been anymore real than Twilight - except Hollywood doesn't deserve any fans at the moment. Don't pay them to hurt you and your friends.

Book Update 1/6/14 - Okay, publishing decisions surrounding this book have been made from the few choices I had with a little help from a good, old friend. But if you know anything about me, yet - you know I don't want to publish this. One more week from today is when I will be signing with someone for publishing next year for Twilight's 10th Anniversary. PLEASE READ THIS, TwiLadies.

Update 1/5/14 - Remember 'Nutty Madame' - the girl who did the crying video that everyone made fun of as this scandal was coming down? I just found this, and I am only all too happy to post this most recent video of hers: The Return of the Fangirl!!! Emma (yeah, she's HUMAN and she has a NAME) is 'coming back to life' although she still struggles like many of us. And yeah, I TOTALLY AGREE with her - she's perfect. :)

Emma and I actually have a bit of history although she may not actually know about it. SHE was one of the REASONS WHY I started writing this blog long before these cheating scandals happened because I was WORRIED about Twihards like her way back then, already. (She also ALMOST changed my mind.)

And, I actually used her original 'Twilight Trailor' YouTube video in my 'Nothing But Love for Our Twilight Character Actors' post because she is THE PERFECT representation of us all, really.

Book Update 1/4/14 - Currently, I am hanging out with my independent publisher friend (who is sort of acting as an 'agent' in my case) He's connected in so many ways, it's not even funny. I've always called him a renaissance man because he does EVERYthing - creative and brainal - physics, art, bla bla bla... (He's actually made a Vampire movie, but it isn't anything like Twilight, ha!)

He's also a raging liberal... Yeah, me and my extremely liberal (way-too-HUGE-hearted) friend are sitting here going through my options for publishing this. But you know what? We can't seem to stay on topic. (NO, I am NOT 'romantically' involved with him - I know how you Twihards like to accuse people of that.)

YOU keep coming up (he has a young daughter who is grown now, so he gets the 'heart of the matter'. No, this isn't 'Dan' - another guy I've talked about in here)... Both of us would MUCH rather see these damn tabloids taken down a few notches because they SO DESERVE it, LoL!

It doesn't matter if we don't make a DIME. You know what...

If we manage to change this mess, I think those of us who stuck this situation out and fought hard to the bittersweet end should get together and meet each other. (No matter which side we were on at any point in time. Come on, you know you would LOVE to meet 'Margaret in the Pink', Aussie Lady or Cathryn from the HL boards, LoL!)

If *I* can let my issues with The Twilight Saga go just to take on these paparazzi & tabloids who have been so damn mean to us all - why can't you do the same thing? (Reminder: I have agreed to delete everything I've written or recorded about this subject - and I won't publish this book - if you will come through and do the right thing. It doesn't have to be *my* petitions - come up with your own thing that will work if you don't like my name at the top of it.)

Yeah... I'm a silly semi-liberal (not nearly as bad as my friend) who could give a crap less about the offers I'm looking at or how much money could come out of them. (Btw, don't hold the fact that I'm liberalish against me, Ladies. I have very conservative family members and many conservative friends. I AM a NICE misfit chick. ;)

And I'm broke - seriously broke.

My only problem with this scenario is that someone ELSE would have to pay for our post-papz-blast reunion, ha! I'm up for a PARTY if you all are!! ;)

Oh my gosh, I forgot I had this - Collection of Robert Pattinson Quotes Since the Cheating Scandal. (Sorry, you'll have to scroll down past this intro to the SECOND YouTube video.) This isn't every single one of them, but there are some good ones here. I read one of these post interviews where he was talking about his parents being an inspiration because they have a strong marriage. I was silly and didn't keep the link, though. If anyone has that, please send it to me? Thanks. :)

Here is one quote from this post: By playing Edward, which turned out to be the role of a lifetime, Rob says “I lost what I cherished the most: my freedom. Some told me that it’s the price for success. I’m sorry to disagree but I feel like it’s a price too high to pay.
Catherine/Misfit Chick:

Btw, if you think I can't 'prove' what I need to prove in this book, this post AND this post are probably the only ones you need to read surrounding that. They are pretty potent.

And of course, this post on the cheating scandal is sort of the crux of it all. Are you all REALLY going to let your beloved author, Stephenie Meyer, take the HEAT for all YOUR BS during the 10 year reunion of Twilight being published in 2015, TwiLadies?

A fan YouTube video from Buffy the Vampire Slayer: The Hardest Thing in this World is to LIVE in it.

Instagram Robert Pattinson in New York on New Year's Eve 12/31/13 (we're still waiting to hear where Kristen was (she has been seen in LA since then), but it sure as heck doesn't look like they went to the Isle of Wight, does it? Btw, I know alot of you are blowing these pics off because they 'look old' like they were taken in Summer. (DANG, proven RIGHT again - Rob has been officially photographed with a fan at JFK airport on Jan 5th.) BUT, some of them ARE wearing warm coats & hats, etc. - it is highly likely that the courtyard has some heat. AND, there WERE MORE pics of 'the Brit Pack' as they are being called now, that were taken BY THEM (as opposed to fans) AFTERWARDS on IG and NONE of them suggest Kristen was among them - sorry. These are the friends Robert & Kristen always spent New Year's Eve with. As such, there is NO REASON TO BELIEVE that they are not real.)

Sorry, this is for you girls who are going on and on about this 'new email' or whatever out there that claims Kristen has been in a relationship with Alicia for months:

SO WHAT IF one or the other of them MAY BE 'bi' or even gay or lesbian? Also, JUST because they hang out with their same-sex friends, Robert happens to have a raging sensitive streak, and Kristen is a strong girl who doesn't have a problem flipping off the papz when they deserve it - doesn't mean a dang thing! It IS POSSIBLE for people in Hollywood to have same-sex friends and be straight!

And I mean really... If Kristen were hanging around with 'guy' friends, you would be accusing her of being a sl*t like you have Robert for hanging out with BOTH sexes. He's obviously a raging bi sl*t, isn't he?

LOOK - this Robsten New Year's Eve BS is the BEST HOAX of 2013. SIGN THE DAMN PETITIONS, LADIES!!!

Do you need a good reason to forgive overly-obsessing OLDER (usually, but not always) Twihards who just CAN'T seem to get a grip on reality?

This is the most important post to be reading in here... The most complete, up-to-date and likely-accurate truth about the original cheating scandal; along with Hollywood's incessant smear campaign against Twilight Fans, before & since.

It includes observations from both timelines, last year and this year. It also includes the most recent PR assaults that have been coming down AND debunks the 'staged stunt' and 'fake photo' theories - those photos may have been manipulated to twist the original story; but the situation was NOT intentionally staged for our 'entertainment', publicity, nor to further anyone's career.

Was Robert Pattinson & Kristen Stewart's apparent hot Hollywood romance real? (That would be a YES, TwiFangirls!!!Thisexplanation is the one that most coincides with Kristen's original public apology that 'sounded like' it came from her (I know this has been debated).

Looking at the big picture really helps puts things into perspective.

This is my previous summary about these scandals that includes things like the Teen Choice Awards and more stuff that I couldn't fit in the article above. It includes some conversations I've had with people from these staged stunt conspiracy theory sites. This post was also an 'introduction' at one point in time - those kind of posts tend to become timelines (I have robsten timelines at least 5 long posts deep - not all of which are in here anymore), so you'll find some repeated stuff along with some additional stuff in here.

This is the second most important post - LINK TO THE PETITIONS (Thank you so much for the recent signatures, TwiLadies - Yes, this is WORTH your TIME to check out. It is for ALL celebrities, not just robsten.)

This is the third most important post - If you are looking for help with a persistent Twilight Obsession - CLICK HERE. Yeah, that is how the majority of you get in here - through these keyword searches.

You're not alone, Twihards. LOTS of peeps are still feeling a little crazy out there. ;)

The link above is on a different blog and is actually a very soothing read for most Twilight Fans no matter how you're feeling or who you're mad at.

It helps put things into perspective in your mind, is very supportive, and does not bash at your tender TwiHearts anymore, I promise. It really is just 'help'.
For any Twilight Fans who are still undecided about all this -SHOULD you sign the petition or not - here is a possibility that may help tip the scales for you.

We all know how the rags are carrying on right now about how Kristen is supposedly going to be meeting up with Robert on the Isle of Wight for New Year's Eve.

*I* am pretty sure this is just another rumor to jerk us around, more. WATCH FOR THIS CONFIRMATION OR LACK THEREOF after the new year.

It's a good guess (which makes it a good, easy rumor to make up) because this is what Kristen and Robert have done every year for the past three years in a row - they skip Christmas together to spend with their families, and then they meet up for New Year on the isle.

Honestly, if Kristen and Robert ARE STILL together - and no, that is not an impossibility - they have obviously been going WAY out of their way to trip the papz and tabloids up for whatever reason.

Robert would have STAYED in LA for any Christmas Party Kristen was having - he didn't have to go home so early this year.

As such, it is HIGHLY UNLIKELY with the current distance they have been holding up, that this meet-up will take place.

And we should be helping Kristen and Robert.

If it turns out to NOT be true... I should HOPE you have your answer. These two both deserve to live their own lives with relatively similar rights to Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness as we have.

If things are left unchanged the way they are, now... Kristen is going to end up being a 60 year old woman, still trying to walk through the airport while a paparazzi yells, "Hey Kristen, have you cheated on anyone else since Robert Pattinson?"


It's misogynistic, and an extreme insult to both her as a real Human woman supposedly endowed with the BASIC freedoms of Life, Liberty and The Pursuit of Happiness; AND the real Human people who are her fans - the majority of whom are young girls who will continue to grow up with her.

This is from a recent comment on the petition, and it sounds like a really good idea: "TELL the TRUTH about them and stay at least 15 feet away from them and let them come and go peacefully without trying to incite a riot with your comments"...

Notice that the date on the petitions is BEFORE the 2nd scandal startedon January 17th, 2013. (Since the middle of May, we've went through a 3rd round of Hollywood PR assaults and are now on a FOURTH spin -fyi).

If you look at the first signatures they are not from Twilight Fans - and this petition will go beyond us. ;)

I'm working on creating a REAL timeline up on 'timetoast' so you can all see this stuff more clearly. I just started with this, so give me a little time to complete it.

In the meantime, read through the links above... Everything you need or want to know is in there somewhere.
Update 12/6/13 - Yes, I am still in communication with some Twilight Fans in email. I just said this to someone, and it just seems like it should be up here.

Email Reply/Quote: "You are of course welcome to believe anything that you want to about these two kids. But they BOTH DESERVE to be given the benefit of the doubt by their fans. Because again - we can't possibly know the truth about either one of them. And if we're truly fans, it won't matter to us."


This last update is NOT for every single Twilight Fan who comes through here - you'll know who you are if this applies to you.

While this may seem pretty 'mean' to you in places - it is ONLY MEANT to get your attention, although this is not a bluff. *My* preference would be to find alternative, common ground to change this TwiMess. Neither Stephenie Meyer NOR her saga need to be at the center of the hurricane.

Also, this is NOT meant to be a blast at peeps in general who won't acknowledge Hollywood's manipulations on our fanbase by not signing the petition. I 'get' that some fans 'just can't' sign it for any number of reasons - but the MAJORITY of you OLDER TWIHARDS should damn well be signing and YOU KNOW WHY!!!

What is the difference between Twilight obsessions and every other teenage obsession like Elvis, The Beatles or Harry Potter, etc.?

Twilight obsessions were caused by professional NEGLIGENCE as opposed to creative BRILLIANCE.

*I* am a Twilight MOVIE fan (as opposed to an original book reader) who became disillusioned & debunked from my own 'neat' Twilight obsessions with The Twilight Saga's unbelievable ending back in November of 2011 when I started writing this blog. (Very similar in mind-scope to what happened to so many Twihards whose obsessions were deflated and ruined when this dumb cheating scandal came down.)

Being defunct out of an obsessions is PAINFUL - and being cruelly jerked around about it afterwards is just as painful and makes ANY obsession HARD to get past.

This is how I know so much about what's going on with Robsten - it was kind of a side affect of doing all this previous research on the dysfunctional writing within Twilight and the OVER-obsessions of the fanbase from the beginning. (Yeah, I've been following you Twihards for TWO YEARS, long before this stupid scandal hit the fan.)

There is no other FANBASE on this PLANET - and there NEVER HAS BEEN - that is so divided, hateful and MEAN to each other; nor is there ANY other fanbase that has taken such a POUNDING from the entire world because a 'saga' turned out so dysfunctional.

Yeah, from my point of view Stephenie Meyer has absolutely nothing to be proud of - I don't care how many pots of gold she's made off her books & movies, OR how many people there are out there against my ONE voice.

THIS is my beef with Stephenie Meyer... The way her fans have been ridiculed over the years - and continue to be ridiculed. The young girls whom this 'saga' was supposedly written for have been NOTHING but bashed about it since DAY ONE.

And they should NEVER have had to experience these intense Twilight obsessions in this way - with how these Hollywood assaults have INCESSANTLY attacked them - and still.

Here's a portion of JUST ONE email I've received from one of these young girls toward the BEGINNING of this fanfair that doesn't expose "too much" of someone's pain. I started receiving emails from Twilight Fans after I wrote this post to help explain to clueless Twilight Fans and young girls WHY so many of us OLDER TwiFanladies, especially, are so overly-obsessed with this pretty fairytale AND so damn MEAN about it:

"Thank you for writing that wonderful was heaven sent. ...Please someone tell him.. this is killing me.Thanks again, was truly a blessing I needed to read..very much so :)"

This is a portion of JUST ONE email from November (btw, thru a few exchanges, I discovered that this email was from a grandma - not a young girl): "...So it would mean a lot to me to know the truth, are they really together, or was this all made up for PR, did they really love each other? Was the cheating thing a PR stunt too, I really need to know the answers and if you think I'm nuts I'll understand. I have followed them, read the books, seen all the movies and then when the cheating thing came about It just flattened me..."

*I* am NOT your enemy, Twihards!!!

If you're wondering why I'm doing this... I've said this in here before... Just think of me as maybe being a bit like Rosalie. I DON'T have a PROBLEM with your CHOICE of GROOM.

In fact, there is no other post that proves that point more clearly than the the very FIRST post I did in here - BEFORE I knew (as a Twilight MOVIE Fan) what I was talking about. This is ME in the first few hours as I was becoming debunked (losing my Twilight 'religion'), 'realizing' what was happening in my wonky head. It's actually pretty funny - I laugh every time I reread it.

This post is also THE REASON how I know that there are so many of you out there STILL in pain. While it may seem like *I* am at least semi-crazy - that's true. But I'm not 'crazy like you' are at the moment - I'm just someone who has been where you are, now.

Yeah, I KNOW so many of you are STILL struggling with this stuff - and some of you are struggling in DANGEROUS ways. (Is anyone else out there worried about 'Cathryn' on the HL boards? She's been so funny and scary at the same time - just like the rest of us, except in the extreme, ha! You'll see her comments in the Twihard comments posts. As of recently, she is CONVINCED that Kristen is pregnant and THAT is why she and Robert have been holding up this 'we are not together anymore charade'; and of course before that, they were - and are - married.)

The really hysterical thing is... SHE could be as RIGHT as ANY of us, LoL!! (Unlikely, but I think I would laugh the hardest if she happened to be right. ;)

The thing about what happened to me is... This is pretty much what Hollywood's gossip rags DID to Twilight Fans the day they published those cheating photos (except my situation is FUNNY in hindsight - your's isn't and it never will be.)

Those of you who would like to accuse me of CURRENTLY being overly-addicted to Twilight... NOT ONE TIME did I EVER wish for Kristen and Robert to break up; NOR did I EVER ONCE think that they should be together because they are perfect for each other.

I was SWITZERLAND during all this scandal crap, and you've done NOTHING but p*ss all over me for being a diligent and logical Twihard who happened to not appreciate her own negligently-embedded Twilight obsession.

HOWEVER, despite my anger the DEAL STILL STANDS just for these little Twilight Fangirls whom you SHOULD ALL be caring about, too...

I will DELETE all of my blogs along with every damn thing I've ever written about this amateur author's bad writing and the affects it has had on her purported beloved fanbase - IF you will unite to fix this mess BEFORE I sign on the dotted line with anyone. (Yes, I've had interest in the book for 2015I know you don't believe me about this, but I LIVE in SEATTLE - I HAVE CONTACTS with REPUTABLE, independent publishers who have been helping me and ARE willing to help me MORE if the big guys won't come through - and even THEY have expressed interest in it (through contacts) with more work on my part, which I am TOTALLY WILLING to do.)

Frankly, your INACTION (along with Stephenie's silence) will be one of the highlights of the book. (Yes, if you were to read through this entire blog, I am OPEN TO OTHER SUGGESTIONS to fix this situation without making it any worse; OR someone else's rendition of the petition that WILL WORK - if anyone has any other BETTER ideas. (Btw, that does NOT include the poorly-targeted petition on the silly 'Justice for Kristen' blog - there are good reasons for this that you'll find later if you keep reading). I am NOT hung-up on being the front person for these changes. This is a good time for some of you TwiLEADERS to START LEADING.)

If you have ANY doubts about my capabilities to do this - I DOUBLE-DOOPLE-DARE you to actually read the links I've included in this blast. (REPEAT - the LINKS within these top paragraphs. For some reason, when I put links up here, the majority of you refuse to LOOK at them; choosing instead to read down the side-links of the blog to read every other link that seems to pick at your TwiWounds in the wrong way. Read THESE links that actually pertain to what I'm talking about in the HERE AND NOW, please. You can add additional reading as you want to, later.)

I don't have ONE PROBLEM telling EVERY TwiTHING 'like it is' - you've given me absolutely NO REASON not to. Not one of you has a thing to be proud of, especially Stephenie Meyer, her incompetent 'professional' publisher and certainly NOT her greedy production 'franchise'.

It has always been such a mystery to me - why this silly story is thought of and treated as if it were a REAL HUMAN LIFE to be so damn cherished beyond the REAL LIVES that it effects with such persistent, stinging pain.

Some of you are SO SURE you know the scoop about 'robsten'.

- I've seen your websites proclaiming Rob & Kris to be married (LOOK at that great big gold ring she's been wearing, it's definitely from Rob! Doesn't matter if they are married or not - you CAN SEE what the papz & tabloids are doing to both of them.)

- I've seen websites that accuse Robert and/or Kristen of putting on this stupid showmance for us.

- I've seen websites laden with HATE for one of the other of them (usually Kristen).



And those of you who continue to perpetuate - and ALLOW it to be perpetuated - it are just as guilty as the people who started these mean PR assaults. (Very first post I wrote in here after the 'cheating' pics were released on 7/25/12).

This is Karma biting you all in the arse... And since you're doing nothing but ignoring it, I would expect more sh*t until you come around and make things right by Kris and Rob AND their accidentally overly-obsessing Twilight Fans.

And if you refuse, I WILL make someone acknowledge the reality of this TwiMess that has been "The Twilight Saga Phenomenon" with this book.

Most of you older TwiLadies seem to enjoy wallowing in sh*t - so no, I'm not expecting you to regain your sense of reality anytime soon.

The rest of you are obviously bound by mediocrity and acceptance of the HARSH way the world treats our kids; and/or you've all been somehow given some kind of poisoned punch to make you this weak and placid.

I haven't quite decided which, yet.

In any case, the majority of you are a bunch of TwiJERKS for making Kristen, Robert and their little Twilight fangirls PAY for your (Stephenie Meyer's) mistakes.

- Catherine

What exactly is wrong with Stephenie Meyer's 'Vampires' within The Twilight Saga? (Movie review of Twilight BDp1 & BDp2 - and the most clear case of 'what's wrong' with this 'fairytale'.)

Questions for Stephenie Meyer now that Twilight is over and everything turned out so peachy. (Yes, I've sent this to her along with a pile of other stuff I've got collected in here and articles, etc. No, I'm not expecting her to read or reply to any of it. That will only make my book all the more fascinating! ;)

And this YouTube Video (below) is me calling Stephenie Meyer out on her dysfunctionally-written BULLSH*T in January 2012 - long before these scandals came down. Yeah, I know what the hell I'm talking about in here.

Yeah... I'm really going to lay in on Steph and you older MEAN TwiLadies. Not just with regards to this stupid 'cheating' scandal - but every other hurtful, MEAN thing you've ever said or done to ANY Twilight Fan (see side links) as a result of your accidental over-obsessions.

HOWEVER, despite my anger the DEAL STILL STANDS just for these little Twilight Fangirls whom you SHOULD ALL be caring about, too...

I think that's pretty generous of me. I'd take this deal if I were you.

Includes 'About Me' info for those of you who are looking.

Also, for those of you who don't like to read... Here is my "Twilight Does NOT Suck" YouTube video channel by 2008/2009 Breaking Dawn readers - the first review is of the movie BDp1, and it is the most relatable review for the majority of us. (Btw, #'s 9-12 are mine, including the one below).

9/10/13 - Kristen Stewart and the New World of Internet Hatred

And just ONE MORE THING... I like to pull out this card wheneveryTWIone is against me. This is *my* Twilight: ReVamped & ReWolfed Fanfiction Rewrite. (Just the 1st Chapter is complete, the rest is a summary - takes a couple hours to read through it all.)

I wrote this before these cheating scandals came down.

You can think/say whatever you want to about me. But with this, the TWO things you CAN'T SAY about me is that *I* don't LOVE this pretty Twilight fairytale OR thisfanbase!!

YEAH, you can put me RIGHT UP THERE with Nutty Madame as being a CRAZY Twihard!!!

TRUTH ABOUT ROBSTEN COMMENTS on a different blog without an intro.

BTW, this poll used to contain 508 votes at one point in time. I'm not sure what has happened with losing votes - either Twihards who originally voted realized their votes were incriminating their beloved goddess/amateur author; OR all these accounts have simply been closed over the course of four months for whatever reasons. Doesn't matter, I've got the original 'important' numbers recorded within these posts.

Taking Our Temperature... How are YOU feeling, Twihards? Choose multiple answers as they apply.