"To further paraphrase the raw feeling of Miss Lewis’s international smash hit: This series has cut open my friend and her fellow so-called Twi-hards. They keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love. Now that’s it’s over, they don’t need Kleenex. They need tourniquets." Source

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The question of ‘what’s wrong with Twilight obsessions’ is moot, now – we’ve all seen the damaging affects Stephenie Meyer’s bad writing has had on our world in dynamic ways for a whole decade, now. Why grown, adult women continue to brush this stuff off can only be explained by their own obsessions of either The Twilight Saga, 50 Shades of Grey – and often, both.

In any case, the argument that people’s minds are untouchable via books, movies and/or tabloid drama is also ridiculously moot. It is why tabloids and ‘marketing’ in particular are such big business. People’s minds are easily manipulated – easy, easy, easy. No one is immune to it. No more playing dumb…

If you are coming in from an outside link scroll down past the link table (so sorry!) to read that specific post. Also, scroll down after you click on blog links in here. Many of these top links are elsewhere with no intro. If you get too angry to keep reading at any point; pause and check out the long link collection on the side. I used to be a clueless ‘person in the world’ and then a clueless Twilight Movie Fan for a while, too. You’ll see more about me below. (And please forgive all the caps – I don’t see them as ‘shouting’ as some peeps do. They are meant to make those words stand out, and that’s all.)

This introduction is a summary of absolutely everything – starting at the end with 50 Shades of Grey. Please be patient, I wrote this so that readers wouldn’t have to jump off track to other links, as much. I recommend reading through once; then going back to click on links for more information, later. Also, this was a running commentary on 50 Shades for a while, and it has gotten long. I’m working on shortening it; but while this stuff remains current, it is all part of the story. Save it and come back later if you need to.

Most people (not all) leave before reading through this because they are fans who are immediately incensed at the title and description(or anti-fans who become incensed because I just added Kristen Stewart’s image at the top – which is now down at the bottom). But, those things grab your attention.

I started out being nice, but that doesn’t even sort of work – and this stuff is important. Every person who has ever had questions about Twilight and/or Fifty Shades should be reading this whether they are fans of those series’ or not.

There are real amateur literary reasons why Twilight messed with so many people’s heads; and we are the ones who get called ‘crazy’ for it - unless we manage to write a XXX blockbuster based on all this negligence that makes a handful of people piles of money.

This is a reply to a question that shoots off from the reviews of Twilight on Amazon. There are over six thousand replies to this question, most of them similar to this one. Read more if you need more convincing.

For SO MANY Twihards - past & present - Twilight obsessions are NOT 'normal' obsessions.

"I feel just crazy. My poor family!! I can't even count how many times I've read the first two. And yes, what little of Midnight Sun is available, I've read twice. At first, I thought reading it from Edward's perspective would finally settle my obsession - because I realized the second (or was it third?!) time I read Twilight that I was re-reading just trying to figure out what Edward was thinking. But then of course, Midnight Sun isn't finished - so I'm still left wondering. And then of course I'm hoping she'll do the same thing for the other titles. I'm reading New Moon today - and keep wondering what's going on in Edward's mind."

When the first Twilight movie was being made in 2008; the last book, Breaking Dawn had not been released, yet. Because of this, no one knew at that time that Stephenie Meyer was going to bomb her pretty fairytale into the ground until it was published a few months before the release of the first film.

Extreme chaos & debate surrounded Steph and The Twilight Saga at that time for the exact same reasons that surrounds 50 Shades of Grey - but somehow, she got through the accusations (see side links)...

What is wrong with
50 Shades of Grey and how did Stephenie Meyer’s
amateur writing accidentally inspire it
(Sorry, scroll down thru this long intro past the
link table to read after the click.)

Sick-in-the-head older women had absolutely no right to hijack the pretty fairytale of young girls; and they should damn well care when their daughters are being bullied by the world, incessantly (see end of intro).

If 'Midnight Sun' had not been 'accidentally' leaked just prior to the first movie being rushed; AND Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson had not BOTH nailed their parts in that first movie - Twilight would have been history.

Stephenie Meyer could have written any 'ol ending for her infamously overly-obsessed fans (and really, that seems like what she did); and they would have lapped it up like honey.

The entire world has done nothing but treat Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson AND their emotionally-invested fans like sh*t, since - and the infighting among Twilight's divided and HATEFUL fanbases is ongoing.

Despite all this, 'feminists' have embraced the latest and greatest dysfunctional character, Christian Grey/Edward Cullen/Prince Charming...

No respect for you at all, Stephenie Meyer. You could at least 'take the high road' and apologize to the world and your fans - especially your movie fans who propelled your 'saga' into the phenomenon that it became; and who have had to deal with the majority of world bullying and neverending tabloid drama specifically written to make money off of your diehard fans and your beloved Leads.

Whatever Happened to the ‘Anti-Twilight Army’
from 2008-2009; and WHY don’t you see their support on this blog?

Stephenie Meyer Knows Why Gossip Rags & Paparazzi won’t leave
Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart (or her beloved fans) alone.

That’s why she deserves this blog; and it is why it will not be deleted until either
Steph, her professional cronies and/or her fans do something to fix the situation:

‘They took all of my heat, which I feel bad about,' Stephenie
tells The Times Magazine. ‘If they had the choice, I've no idea if

they'd even do Twilight again. I just don't know.
I think this has all come at a heavy price.'

Ya think, Steph?!!

Robert Pattinson’s Career-Hindering Rover Smear
Based on the Whole Wide World’s Twilight Saga Hate

You don’t think this is a big deal? This movie ‘flopped’ – as Robert put it.
It FLOPPED amidst RARE (for him) GLOWING reviews from movie critics at
film festivals who compared his performance to Leo DiCaprio’s Oscar-Nominated
performance in ‘What’s Eating Gilbert Grape’. Yeah, it’s a HUGE deal!!
This movie would not have tanked without way too much ‘help’ from
tabloid manipulation of Twilight’s huge numbers of anti-fans.

Why the Public Shaming of Kristen Stewart MATTERS to Young Girls
by Nico Lang on Huffington Post

Here’s a splash from Nico’s article: "Trampire:" Why the Public Slut Shaming of Kristen Stewart Matters for Young Women “I don't care if Kristen Stewart and Rupert Sanders did it in a car, in a bar, in a house or with a mouse. But while I might not be concerned for K-Stew, I am concerned for my younger stepsister who idolizes and worships her....” And this is an update from Nico on Salon: Racist 'Twilight' fans won't stop harassing Robert Pattinson's girlfriend, FKA Twigs

Yeah, Twilight’s still-many hateful and overly-obsessed
fans managed to p*ss all over the debut of the proclaimed
Rookie of the Year 2014

Aren’t we sweet?

Stephenie Meyer Website Quote

Stephenie Meyer Website Quote
Actually, I would like to know what both of those rejections said... It's been ten years. When can the truth about The Twilight Saga finally come out without venomous fanbase infighting? 50 Shades of Grey isn't enough reason to acknowledge it?

Anti Twilight Hate

Anti Twilight Hate


Update 4/25/15 – Congratulations Ladies, on finally getting release dates for the last two movies – how utterly f*cking exciting!!! And EL James’ husband is going to be the screenwriter, to boot? JOY with angels SINGING!!!

I had hopes, but… No respect for you either, EL James. You’re right up there with Stephenie Meyer in my book.

Update 4/24/15 – Many of the people who are coming through here at the moment are heartbroken and/or emotionally-flailing fans of Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson. Please world, be extra-patient and gentle with these girls – young and older – who are having such a hard time with the possibility of the engagement of Robert Pattinson and FKA Twigs. Remember: the feelings of obsessed fans are real even if their obsessions are not until they drift away. There are still MANY fans like this out there. PLEASE stop bashing mercilessly at them, tabloids. You have absolutely no right to continue making money off of their pain in such obviously wicked ways!! Your job is to ENTERTAIN, not harm Human hearts in ways that lowers the quality of life for Kris, Rob, Tahliah AND their fans.

If you’re a fan looking for ‘the truth about robsten’ – here you go. Stay out of tabloid stories that are specifically written to hurt you and your friends. This is how I know so much about ‘robsten’ – I am a movie fanlady who had been researching Twilight when the misogynistic ‘cheating’ scandal came down; and it was sort of a side effect of doing all this research.

You HKN Haven baby conspiracy theory girls who are EXTRA-mad at Robert now for ‘leaving his wife & baby’ are simply wrong about that plot line. Kristen has NEVER had a baby and they have never been married!! Stop blaming them both for things they never did; or you will always hate them and each other.

Also, this post is called “Will Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson ever reunite?” Sometimes, you just need a semi-believable scenario in order to move on. Tabloid Lies and fan infighting just breeds more internal static (and more money for the rags, that’s why they continue to harass Rob & Kris; cuz you’re profitable when they have the emotions of their fans in flux.) Hang in there, girls – boycott all tabloids, find a friend to hang out with and/or another good diversion for a while until you feel fine. The static will go and peace will come eventually, I promise! ;)

You wanna hear something really funny? Every single person who has read through at least part of this blog; and has sent me feedback through various online means - and I do mean every single one; admits to agreeing with most of it. The majority of you hate me because of it – while so many others of you are simply too afraid to stick your necks out.

Is it any wonder why I hate Stephenie Meyer for causing all this unnecessary and incredibly misogynistic hate & division? There is nothing female-positive or male-positive in either of these series. If you don’t like the truths that I am exposing in here – just think of me as maybe being similar to historic feminist, Katharine Bushnell, who took on the misogynistic ideals among her religion.

I’m calling out the misogynistic ideals of the religion of TwiGrey, ha! And just like the men of Katharine’s day whom she was calling out and exposing – you despise me and call me crazy.

Fun! While this is not the way that I would have chosen to spend so much time over the past three plus years - now that this blog is done - I’m really glad that I took the time to do it; and I wouldn’t change a thing. If you are in here, then it has served it’s purpose of making you less cozy in your varied hate – if you’re a hater. And if you’re an uniformed person seeking answers – you’re in the place to become informed. (Eventually this intro will be much shorter – scroll down to the link table for easy access to info at your fingertips. ;)

One more time, EL James and World… FIX the things about the story that are not right so that fans can SEE the difference between the abuse that is currently happening on the screen and how people SHOULD be treated in such compromising & vulnerable situations. Teaching & Learning is better than burying these mistakes at this point.

I’m left wondering yet again... WHERE are the ‘professionals’? I think a couple of them just left!

Btw, there is a petition against misogynistic abuse at the end of this intro; but it isn’t for either Stephenie Meyer or EL James. This blog IS written by a feminist who actually gives a sh*t beyond the silly sexual fantasies of older women.

Why does The Twilight Saga have so many anti-fans? Why are there hardly any male fans? How did Twilight’s infamous obsessions become over-obsessions? Why are so many older women more obsessed than younger ones? Why did the fandom fracture into several various fanbases that fight among themselves? How did we get 50 Shades of Grey out of all this commotion?

I recorded four wildly-ranting videos over three years ago at the height of my own very unwanted Twilight over-obsession (It’s not like you can unwatch or unread something – or reclaim wasted time). At that point, I was really mad about ‘how I was obsessed’ with this pretty fairytale; and I was mad that Stephenie Meyer had ‘accidentally’ done this to so many other people before me - and didn’t correct any of the dysfunction in her books before she made them into movies.

I actually say this in the second video before I had even heard of 50 Shades of Grey... “It sounds to me like Stephenie has some sort of BDSM fetish, but I don’t even sort of want to think about that right now.” (Video #12 is where you will hear me say this.)

And yet, somehow 50 Shades of Grey exists as Twilight Fanfiction; and is yet another dysfunctional worldwide ‘phenomenon’?! Do you have any idea how disturbing that is? Not only is it wrong, but it makes my skin crawl…

Do you ‘get’ that Stephenie Meyer didn’t MEAN for her character of Edward Cullen to be seen the way that so many older women, like EL James, came to see him? Only an amateur author who was not held to standards by her ‘professional’ publishers and editors could have accomplished that.

Do we really want to go through more YEARS of the world ripping these movies and their fans to shreds? As many people have pointed out, that kind of behavior has been MORE misogynistic than the movie, itself. If you want the hate to end, then start treating these books & movies like professionals should have a long time ago.

Really, we women CAN be professionals; and both of these series’ could have been really AMAZING stories if the women who developed these storylines into movies had allowed for that kind of treatment. I mean, if this kind of harmful storytelling is what ‘feminists’ bring into the world – why the hell should we pay women any better than men; and WHY should we ‘give them the helm’ in directing movies?

Anti-Twilight Fans could SEE what Stephenie Meyer didn’t MEAN to write; and I’m SURE Erika didn’t MEAN to write this book this way, either. From her point of view and many others – it’s perfect; just like Twilight was for Steph.

But, when you publish a book and produce it into a movie; you are doing it for a world audience and no longer for yourself. You have too many YOUNG (and older naïve!) fans mixed into your fanbase; and your fanbase is HUGE, obviously. Please, Erika & Sam - FIX this story before you make any more movies out of it. TEACH instead of making things worse!! If that sounds confusing, I explain it to you thoroughly, here. Its not like any of this is rocket science.

Here is how to contact EL James via email
- Let her know that you would like her to
reconsider how the next two movies come out.
Teaching & learning is better than burying these mistakes.

Update 3/16/15 – Wow, I guess Twilight & Anti-Twilight fans are not ready to talk about the very real, obvious and many literary mistakes that brought us this sparkling, hate-stirring fairytale. Since I’ve put this latest ‘incriminating’ photo of Steph’s saga from her website up – you’re leaving even faster than after I put the semi-innocent ‘cheating’ photo of Kristen up here. In fact, this blog is practically stalled. That’s Okay, it’s not like anything is going to change. Maybe you’ll be ready for it on Twilight’s Twentieth Anniversary.

As a Twilight Movie Fan who has every right to be very angry about this stuff ‘after the fact’ – you should all be grateful that I’m not screaming for Stephenie Meyer’s head on a platter, ha! All *I* want is for the paparazzi & tabloids to be dealt with because they’ve been nothing but misogynistic jerks to our girls for long enough. I will be happy to delete this ugly blog if we can manage to unite to do that. I actually have no more of an interest in acknowledging Stephenie Meyer than she does with me. The indifference is very mutual.

I’m just using this TRUE stuff about both her & EL James’ books to get the world’s attention.

If you ladies must embrace 50 Shades of Grey, fine… But STOP claiming it to be feminist, ‘just like the guys’ stuff; and that consent makes everything Okay – because those things are simply not true. Romantic rape is abuse – as much as it would have been for Edward to ‘seduce’ Bella with his supernatural vampire abilities. Be careful out there, girls… It can be really hard to distinguish between a real, non-abusive, natural dominant / alpha-male; and a dangerous, sexually-aggressive jerk like Mr. Grey. There IS a difference between them. They don’t have to ‘be into’ BDSM – and they’re usually a lot more fun and certainly safer than Master G. ;)

Update 3/14/15 - Since I put this photo up of Kristen Stewart (bottom now) – the majority of you are leaving (after I started complaining about all the hate emails). Why? It has made this intro even longer and interrupted the 50 Shades of Grey stuff. If your hate for Kristen Stewart is that volatile after all this time – especially where her semi-innocence may be concerned - you should probably be talking to a therapist about your bitter obsession. Ask yourself why you want her to be guilty of this most cardinal sin (for women).

Come on, NONE of you actually KNOW Kristen Stewart beyond tabloid manipulation. There are other easy explanations as to why so many Twilight Fans & Anti-Twilight Fans both – hate Kristen Stewart; and only one remotely has anything to do with her:

1) You have been manipulated by tabloid gossip stories and paparazzi images that portray her in a constant negative light – like, she dresses like a slob, she doesn’t smile, she a bad actress who can’t show expression, she’s ungrateful for her success, she’s a slut, etc. You also hate her for the way she reacts to this constant harassment – flips off the papz, and is candid about the celebrity chaos that surrounds her in interviews: “No one could have signed up for this.” Isn’t she just an incredibly ungrateful celebrity snot?

2) You read The Twilight Saga and were turned off by her character in the beginning – so you recreated it to be ‘more you’ like almost everyone else who read these books had to (movie fans did this too, but differently) - because of the shallow character writing in the very first few chapters, especially chapter one. Stephenie doesn’t exactly introduce Bella as a ‘heroine’. She’s basically a passive-aggressive, whiney, and even bitter 30-something year old woman. Yeah, easy to dislike; but also easy to re-write in your mind because of the too-shallow way that Bella Swan was introduced (of course her character is semi-fleshed out later – too late, and eventually after all that extra writing).This is also why/how both Twilight & Anti-Twilight obsessions became ‘too personal’ for each person (yes, both ‘types’ of fans can be overly-obsessed).

3) Since Bella Swan has been ‘re-written’ in your mind to be ‘more like you’; people either really like Kristen Stewart because she recreated Bella similar to their mind’s eye (or they liked it better); or dislike her because Bella’s personality wasn’t how you thought it should be. And every time Kristen Stewart does something in a way that you don’t approve of – she gets judged for it harshly since she was cast as Bella Swan in Twilight; because so many loud-mouth know-it-alls are way too obsessed with her and/or the real Edward Cullen/Prince Charming/Christian Grey, Robert Pattinson.

These over-obsessions are the reason why ‘professional’ publishers don’t publish books this way – and we’ve never seen this kind of love/hate commotion surrounding a book/movie phenomenon before - because no other publisher would ever have published the FIRST chapter like that; much less, the last. Notice from the image above, that one of Steph’s ‘rejections’ came AFTER the first chapter was read. If you have read just the first chapter of Twilight, and are familiar with writing, at all – you know what an easy call that had to have been. So how did we end up with these harmful books being published into the public this way for young adults, especially?

August 2012, one month after the ‘cheating’ scandal started; and yes, I still receive emails like this. “…Thank you for writing that wonderful blog.. it was heaven sent. …Please someone tell him. He just texted me and said he told my mom..and for me to get some help..and bye..please tell him..everyone is doing this and its killing me..but everybody acts like they don’t know what im talking about..I think I may have never needed anything so bad in all of my life than for somebody to tell him..I know they are trying to drive me crazy..and its starting to work… thanks again, was truly a blessing I needed to read..very much so :)”

This is the post she was talking about - incidentally, the very first post where I connected 50 Shades with Twilight. If you’re wondering WHY a fan of ‘robsten’ would say such nice things to me – again, she isn’t the only one – it’s because I did a lot of ‘forgiving’ and ‘explaining’ about what was ACTUALLY going on at the beginning of the ‘cheating’ scandal. Yeah, I was one of those strange people who was feeling really sorry for Twilight’s hurting fangirlz.

So many of you are not allowing yourself to ‘get’ this; but this is what this blog is about at the heart of it: Julianne Moore, recent interview excerpt - “Women are fabulous. I like our camaraderie, our similarities, how we collaborate,” Moore says, adding that her daughter helped put that into perspective. “When my daughter was born, I looked at her in the bassinet and I said, ‘You’re one of us.’ I’m going to cry if I think about it too much. I had this little girl and was like, ‘Yup. You’re one of us."

Young girls are ‘one of us’ – whether they are famous or fans of someone who is famous; and it is our duty to protect them. ‘Hate’ shouldn’t even come into play…

Why are the obsessions of young girls important? Because their feelings are real even if the obsessions are not – until they drift away. Young girls need their fairytale ‘escapes’ MUCH MORE than older ones do because they have limited ways to cope with life’s crap (the latest, torturous lies coming out of Hollywood’s gossip rags). If you’ve never been forced to endure public high school in the US (or anywhere, probably); or been abused as a child (unfortunately, still a common occurrence) - then of course you can’t possibly relate.

This is the most confusing thing for the majority of you:
How can I be ‘anti-twilight’ – and yet be sticking up for young and
young-at-heart Twilight Fans? Again, just think of me as maybe being
a bit like Rosalie: I don’t have a problem with anyone’s choice of ‘groom’.
I have a problem with grown women being allowed to toy with people’s minds;
and all the worldwide hate & bullying that has developed because of it.
The reason why most of you won’t actually read through this intro
(like you claim to) is because of either Stephenie Meyer or EL James.
That doesn’t exactly give me a reason to not be angry with them.

Believe it or not, these deep divisions shouldn’t even exist.
And if these books had been
edited & published responsibly, they wouldn’t.
Yeah, this is the crux of what makes me angry. ;)

How many times have you seen fans of all ages defend
The Twilight Saga, Stephenie Meyer or their favorite characters?
No one should have had to defend anyone.
We ALL should have all received a good story to begin with.

The Twilight Saga was forgivable because it was supposedly written for young girls who weren’t supposed to know any better about real-make-believe Vampires. But, I see absolutely no reason to excuse Fifty Shades of Grey. I actually find the nerve of someone publishing ‘fanfiction’ books like this after all the twilight controversy to be appalling; but I’m willing to bet that EL James was ‘too into’ writing out her obsessive Edward & Bella fantasy to be paying much attention to it. I’ve never read 50 Shades of Grey and I have absolutely no desire to. But, I believe every fan who claims it to be toe-curling and mind-boggling. I also believed you all for a while about Twilight too – until I figured out (too late) otherwise, LoL! (That’s actually why I won’t read (or research) 50 Shades of Grey any more than I already have - because I don’t want to develop a ‘hate’ for it. ;)

But no… It’s just so wrong, and it only proves ‘what was wrong with Twilight’. Frankly, there are a few lessons in here that we should probably all be re-learning. Including me – if you think any of this has been fun - not.



Blog Conclusion: Fanfiction writing is a completely different type of writing than professionally published manuscripts – that’s why it has it’s own special place in the world; and that’s where both The Twilight Saga and 50 Shades of Grey should have stayed. (OR, they also could have been taken seriously and ‘treated’ by professionals in such a way for them to have been much less harmful on young – and moreso older - blossoming minds).

Writing is a time-honored profession with rules that are in place for a reason. When those rules are not understood by amateur writers; and go unedited & uncorrected by ‘professional’ publishers – things like Twilight & 50 Shades of Grey happen. Hopefully, with what the world & publishing companies have learned from these glaring literary mistakes – they won’t happen again. (That’s why they’ve never happened like this before, not because Stephenie Meyer or EL James were brilliant writers. No other ‘professional’ publisher would ever have published any of these seven books with such obvious & profound negligence intact.)

~ Catherine, Blog Author –
I’ve been researching & writing about Stephenie Meyer’s amateur literary mistakes for a lot longer than it took for her to write them out. I’m sure I know more about her books, characters, movies & storyline than she does. I’m ‘one of you’, ladies… And only someone who used to love Twilight can tell you what is actually wrong with it. And probably only someone who is familiar with both Vampires & BDSM can tell you what is wrong with 50 Shades of Grey, also. For one, knowledge is power – not consent.

If you absolutely must help perpetuate porn now; please at least check out female porn directors, first.

Forget about the porn. I know it isn’t easy to see your favorite authors ‘corrected’ like this; but it isn’t like any of this stuff isn’t true. Fictional worlds DO have rules & logic within them – without those things, the ‘made-up world’ wouldn’t be believable; and that is the main issue with both of these series’, they aren’t believable – which makes them accidentally-erroneous, insulting and offensive (and in the case of Fifty Shades, also dangerous).

That’s why people are ‘concerned’ about them and their fans get made fun of.

Here’s a splash from the 50 Shades of Grey commentary post (I just moved this to make this intro shorter) Maybe this will help you push through this information because it is important. And, I have many other good reasons beyond this to be upset:

If you’re a longtime vampire fangirl who knows better - watching Christian Grey up on the screen… We’re basically watching EL James’ version of ‘what she wanted Edward to be doing to Bella’ in Twilight. But, NOT EVEN Edward would have been acting like this toward Bella – UNLESS he was being written as a ‘real’ make-believe EVIL Vampire (which, he wasn’t – intentionally ignorantly – but if you know even just a little bit more about them than Stephenie did – VOILἏ, ’50 Shades of Grey’. Have you ever heard a Twilight-hater refer to it as a story about ‘romantic rape’? Yeah, there IS a connection.)

POIGNANT POINT: There are other reasons why this movie is harmful; but this is the main reason why 50 Shades of Grey is SO hurtful to survivors of abuse – you see MANY articles & comments out in Internetland dissing this movie that have been written by survivors of abuse; and this is why: TRIGGERS. It reminds us of things we really REALLY do NOT want to remember… And we really (really!) do not want anyone else to get hurt like that. The majority of protestors (not all) are NOT just ‘trying to be mean’.

The Twilight Saga wasn’t ‘quite’ as harmful – aside from the affect the shallow characters & storyline had on fans like Erika and so many other older ladies (yeah, like me, too): Because Edward Cullen supposedly LOVES Bella Swan… Which is why (no doubt) Stephenie went to so many great lengths to bury her (probably much more tame) sexual fantasy with all that extra writing in her LONG four books – so that (most) people couldn’t see all the sex hidden between the lines. BUT, isn’t Edward Cullen kind of ‘dominant’ and intoxicating in some very seductive ways?

Incidentally, this is also the reason why The Twilight Saga ended up with so many ‘Anti-Fans’ – because it ‘turned people off’ in various ways (you didn’t need to be a ‘survivor’ to be offended by it); while for others who were often more clueless about real make-believe vampires (or who decided to embrace it despite their knowledge), it ‘turned them overly-on’, ha!

Update 2/15/15 – Nah, I haven’t always been a big meanie… This ‘Anti-Twilight’ MOVIE fan blog took a two year hiatus, called a TRUCE, and became a ‘Hollywood Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform’ blog before swinging back around to the original cause of ALL the world’s collective TwiHATE, Stephenie Meyer – in January of this year. I even offered to delete everything I’ve ever written, recorded or published about this subject if Twilight & Anti-Twilight Fans (along with the rest of the world) could unite. Turns out that isn’t possible. Here’s a nostalgic reminder if you’re interested – SCROLL DOWN past the slideshow to read after the click:

How Did this Blog Change to
Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform

- Yeah, I have some really good reasons beyond
Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and their Fans
(Although I’m pretty sure they are enough reason at this point.)

This is funny… Not ten minutes after I added this link; a 15yo Twilight Fangirl
wrote to me asking if I would still delete these blogs if we could all
unite against the tabloids. Yes, yes, a resounding YES!!
(However, someone ELSE would have to instigate that;
and don’t expect me to be holding my breath, LoL!)
Update 3/7 – I removed the petition for Stephenie Meyer at the bottom
at the request of a few young SM fans. You’re welcome, girls. ;)
I also put the original tabloid-reform petition back up.
But sorry, this blog stays up until tabloids & papz have
been dealt with – yeah, that will probably be never.

YIKES! I had a couple of emails about this earlier – and I just got two in a row after mentioning the young fangirl above. Some moms are worried that I might be manipulating young girls and don’t think they should even be in here. (And I guess it is supposedly kind of *my* fault that they are, ha!)

First, for the longest time, there were VERY FEW young girls that came through here compared to older girls – probably one out of every half a dozen emails were from girls. Most young fangirls were still ‘into’ the actual story of Twilight. In fact, most of them were/are still doing things like creating Edward & Bella digital photo montages. (Which is of course exactly what they should be doing.)

HOWEVER, since the stories of Robert Pattinson dating FKA Twigs (scroll down to read comments on stuff like this) started coming out around September – young girls are starting to come out of the woodwork A LOT more because the majority of them are Edward & Bella ‘robsten’ fans who have been ‘keeping the faith’ about them still being together ALL THIS TIME. Many younger fans and older non-vamp fans are SERIOUS ‘robsten’ fans; because they are the ones most-likely to have this pretty fairytale in their heads EXACTLY HOW STEPHENIE MEYER WROTE IT. Edward & Bella FOREVER! ;)

Many of these fans have basically been making up their own ‘tabloid-type’ stories about Kris and Rob; and ignoring all the other rumors up until now - because they thought they were sure about ‘the truth about them’. (HKN Haven baby conspiracy blog is one example of this - believe it or not, this has been the MOST popular keyword search into here, and THE most popular post since December. If you know an obsessed Twilight Fan of ANY age – check in with them.) Now that ‘reality’ has come into play with Robert dating someone else… There are more heartbroken young girls coming through here; AND you are seeing more of their comments & opinions out in Internetland – whereas before, the majority of comments beneath online articles were from older fangirls.

CATHYN DELGADO Posted at 11:59 AM on February 17, 2015 (A widowed lady from Mexico who has been a HUGE fan of the above blog - seriously flailing since the beginning of the ‘cheating’ scandal. That’s WAY too long to be in this ‘state’. You’ll see more of her comments in here.)

Unfortunately for Cathryn and many other heartbroken fans of all ages; that isn’t what happened. Robert flew into town to do some Hollywood power-networking during the Oscar parties – then flew back to London in time for the Brit Awards to be with Tahliah since she had two nominations. The really sad thing is that every time Robert & Twigs are confirmed to be together like this; there is a dust up of HKN Haven searches – because flailing fans are looking for that blog to provide their fantasy explanation of how the story is supposedly ‘really’ continuing.

Here’s an update from Cathryn on how they are continuing the fantasy:

CATHYN DELGADO Posted at 2:46 PM on March 8, 2015

That’s just wrong, and someone should really put a stop to it. Robert doesn’t smile so that the paparazzi pictures don’t make as much money – and Kristen does the same thing. That’s also why he almost always has a hat on. And before the imaginary miscarriage of FKA Twigs – she supposedly got herself preggers with Robert’s baby, then told Kristen; which is why Kristen supposedly threw Robert out and has been roaming the world in plain sight with Tahliah – because he’s trying to hurt Kristen, more. Before that, FKA Twigs was supposedly ‘in cahoots’ with Robert & Kristen in order to ‘help’ them maintain a hidden image with tabloids and their fans – that they are really married and have a phantom baby girl that is often endearingly referred to as, ‘Sweetpea’.

Twilight probably used to have only ONE fanbase, but it fractured into a few different kinds – VERY unusual for ANY kind of ‘fandom’ to do that. Have you ever heard of any other fanbases doing that? Not only that, but fans are disjointed from the world, itself - by gender & age (age because many older fangirls see twilight 50 Shades of Grey differently than young girls do). These things are just more examples of ‘bad’ things that came out of Twilight.

Btw, it is UTTERLY AMAZING how the tabloids & paparazzi have seriously died down around Rob & Kris just since 50 Shades of Grey came out. One can only guess why they are SUDDENLY almost gone. Not to worry, I capture LOTS of stuff. This post is from December and contains TWELVE of the MOST awful bs that we had to put up with, to date. Tabloids were trying to give their fans Twelve Days of a Merry Christmas, I guess. Here’s a short list:

INTENTIONALLY-damaging articles posted on Hollywood Life JUST in December:

Robert Pattinson's Family Loves FKA Twigs More Than Kristen Stewart

Kristen Stewart: Robert Pattinson Punishing Her With FKA Twigs ...

Robert Pattinson & FKA Twigs: He's Having The Best Sex Of His Life

Kristen Stewart Thinks FKA Twigs Will 'Grow Tired' Of Robert Pattinson

Robert Pattinson: Why Kristen Stewart Isn't Sexy To Him Anymore

Here’s a ‘fan’ complaining about the lack of reporting about them, now:

Rossi Posted at 4:36 PM on February 15, 2015
Where ARE the paps??!! All the media swirl of late has been around Fifty Shades of Grey and Robs friend who plays Grey. OR, Alicia and Kristan going for yet another coffee! Doesn’t anyone find it just a MIGHT interesting that there has been NO gossip or pics about Rob and FKA Twigs for quite awhile now?. I know she’s down under…I mean Down Under in Aussie land. However, not a peep have we heard from either of them about each other. Is this a cooling off period for them??? Let’s face it, way too much NOTHING happening out there for something not to be in the “missing” category…

Second, I haven’t received NEARLY as much hate mail OR surprise about the information on this blog from younger fans as older ones. Young girls WANT to know EVERYTHING about their favorite fairytales; and have already done all this research I have in here in their own ways – and made their own decisions surrounding it.

Many of them have been arguing on one side or the other for years – along with the know-it-all older girls. Yeah, there are lots of Twilight AND Anti-Twilight fans BOTH among young girls. They FIGHT about this mess among themselves as much as grown-ups do – it is NORMAL to most of them by now. Talk about a cultural disfigurement. It’s been amazing to me… I’d say they are divided about in half(whereas older girls have heavy concentrations of Anti-Twilight fans especially in the ‘robsessed’ portion of the fanbase).

Many young girls already KNOW all this stuff (and can get pretty dang mean about it from either side just like the big girls can)… Older women are a lot more clueless about it, especially movie fans; simply because we weren’t as interested in the details – and who has time, ha!

The MAIN REASON why younger girls are coming in here is because THEY are doing searches about their beloved celebrities and what’s going on with them. Most of them are pretty mad about all the tabloid crap like me. And since I’m writing about them up here, I can tell you that EVERY SINGLE YOUNG FAN who has written to me - and MANY older non-hater ones, also (you wouldn’t believe how many older hater-hags have accused me of having a crush on Kristen Stewart, ha!) - would LOVE for the world to hear this message:


Would you like to experience a recent wild ride through
a tabloid debate among Kristen and Rob’s colorful fanbases
Brace Yourself, ha!

This is even better… Collected fan & anti-fan comments during
Robert Pattinson’s birthday last year (and OMG, it’s coming up again
in May! Kristen’s is in April, but who really cares about HER, right?!)
Robert Pattinson’s 2014 Birthday Wishes from Fans & Anti-Fans

What are Heartbroken Fans still saying since the ‘cheating’ scandal?
This post rarely gets hit. I guess peeps could care less about
still heartbroken fans after all this time.

What are Mean Fans still saying?
This post gets LOTS of hits and then you LEAVE.
There are two ‘death threats’ I have captured in here
- one for Kristen and one more recent for FKA Twigs.
They have BOTH had MANY others.
Yeah, I would imagine that is embarrassing for
you older girls, especially.
Do you think tabloids should be able to leave harsh
things like death threats within audience comments?

Tell me again that fiction doesn’t hurt anybody…

This is from a young semi-ANTI-Twilight ‘robsten’ fan: August 2012 (one month after the ‘cheating’ scandal and YES, I still receive emails like this): “Thank you for writing that wonderful blog.. it was heaven sent. …Please someone tell him. He just texted me and said he told my mom..and for me to get some help..and bye..please tell him..everyone is doing this and its killing me..but everybody acts like they don’t know what im talking about..I think I may have never needed anything so bad in all of my life than for somebody to tell him..I know they are trying to drive me crazy..and its starting to work… thanks again, was truly a blessing I needed to read..very much so :)” (This is the post she was talking about.- incidentally, the very first post where I connected 50 Shades with Twilight. If you’re wondering WHY a fan of ‘robsten’ would say such nice things to me – again, she isn’t the only one – it’s because I did a lot of ‘forgiving’ and ‘explaining’ about what was ACTUALLY going on at the beginning of the ‘cheating’ scandal.)

I mean, what did Kristen Stewart do that was SO BAD – that Bella didn’t do to Edward with Jacob? As I recall… Edward forgave her back then, too. ;)

If you are among fellow Twihards - YEAH, you are MORE than HAPPY to acknowledge your Twilight addiction. It's a bonding thing! But, let someone point out how bad and/or damaging Twilight is... THEN, it's "NO WAY, Twilight is HARMLESS, it's JUST a STORY that doesn't hurt ANYBODY!" (Kristen, Robert and their MILLIONS of FANS are NOT people?!) Kristen did NOT have sex with Rupert Sanders; and NEITHER were those photos 'faked'. Tabloids twisted the story (and those images) to make so many of you believe one or the other of these TWO things because anything less than a 'cheating' scandal OR a silly conspiracy theory would have been OFF LIMITS as a way for the misogynistic smears to continue.

As long as there is NO REAL BLOOD gushing out of a flesh wound, they are all FINE, right?!!

Mean, judgmental people have not been making things easy for their fans… But Rob & Kris DIDN’T split because she ‘cheated’. Kristen referred to the situation as a ‘momentary indiscretion’ when it happened; and Robert reunited with her SOON afterwards because that’s ALL it was.

Kristen apologized to absolutely everyone TWICE – the first time was in her original public apology when she added the words, “and everyone this has affected”. NO ONE manipulated Robert into going back to her. He went back because HE was as MUCH as in LOVE with her as she was with HIM; and they were BOTH in PAIN.

Everything that has happened to them with this situation has been normal – with the exception of the tabloids twisting the story so misogynistically to have made so many obsessed fans SICKER than they already were.

Neither Kristen nor Robert are blameless as much as any fan would like them to be – and neither have they deserved all the hate.

They split for REAL mid-May 2013 after the tabloids & paparazzi continued to hound them incessantly – remember the ‘trial separation’ smear, ‘Valetgate’ and the ‘Rob cheating with Katy Perry’ rumors? (Yeah, those have been proven – all the way around – as tabloid rumors-lies.)

THAT is why they split – NOT because Kristen cheated on Robert, or because he was cheating with Katy. Until fans start realizing the truth about what tabloids did to twist these stories; and STOP trying to blame them both for things they NEVER DID – you’ll always hate them and each other.

The Truth About ‘Robsten’
Cheating Scandal & Fake Photos DEBUNKED Here

We girls of the 70’s, 80’s and 90’s never had to go through ANYTHING like the cruel & intentional emotionally-harsh obsession-bashing that has been going on with Hollywood’s tabloids & Twilight fans for years – and in the extreme for the past 2.5 years. Gossip rags have been INTENTIONALLY assaulting fans, NOT ‘entertaining’ them – for money.

Yeah, I have a HUGE problem with that.

Who am I?

I’m an Anti-Twilight MOVIE (not book) fanlady over 40 who RESEARCHED how Twilight was written & published because I KNOW better and have higher standards. It is not even SORT of a mystery to people like me - how EL James came up with 50 Shades of Grey from Twilight. Keep reading, I’ll explain it to you in DETAIL. ;)

I’m a long-standing Sci-Fi, Mystical, Superhero Fangirl - so dammit, I apparently knew more about vampires than your average ‘Buffy’ fan did. I’m NOT apologizing for that.

I’m also a survivor of ALL KINDS of childhood abuse. None of you have any idea how offensive these STUPID books are to people like me. Don’t tell me that I don’t know what I’m talking about in here – OR that I’m crazy. This is the MOST SANE I’ve ever been in my life, and it hasn’t been ANY fun AT ALL.

Reminder: The ‘Cheating’ Scandal Happened on July 24th, 2012

Published on Jan 3, 2015 – Tabloid Video - Kristen Stewart:
"Get the F*CK OUT of my face!" Faces free lesbian dating site rumors!

- Always check out the audience comments when viewing articles & videos if they are available.

This is the ‘description’ of this video: How did kristen stewart become an actress? An autograph hound asks Kristen Stewart to sign a Twilight photo showing her and ex-boyfriend Robert Pattinson together, and Kristen curses the guy out with an f-bomb. It's been years since Rob had any Kristen Stewart teeth marks. Some reports online have said recently that Kristen met her girlfriend on a free online lesbian dating site, and Kristen has been an unspoken supporter of the gay and lesbian community. Do you think lesbian meeting sites are a great place to meet online singles? (Video Courtesy: Splash News AKA Paparazzi *ssholes)

I had a recent petition here for Stephenie Meyer since she is the original
cause of all this mess; but apparently, she is completely
untouchable as far as everyone is concerned. And,
I’ve had too many young girls request that I remove it.
So, I am… I guess I’ll just continue to despise & resent her
for her frustrating and irresponsible silence.
Apparently, she doesn’t think she owes her Twilight Movie Fans – who
launched her greedy franchise into such a phenomenal orbit - a damn thing.

Here’s the old petition for the tabloids if you want to do
something to help Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and their fans.
And again, someone else is welcome to rewrite and/or host it.
Sign the petition for Hollywood tabloid & paparazzi reform
If nothing else, peek in here and check out our new theme song.
Some Fangirl should make us a video out of it, ha! ;)


Update 2/12/15 - Dang, I am frustrated with ‘crazy’ accusations… I’ve almost published this blog into a ‘real book’ THREE different times over the past year and a half. I’ve been offered thousands of dollars to publish it by a major publishing house – not a ‘fanfiction’ outlet; and I’ve been told that it is brilliant deductive reasoning by literary EXPERTS (one, was especially impressed with my critique and summary correction of the Twilight storyline. Actually, many people have been impressed with it including Twilight Fans.)… No, that doesn’t mean that this blog is currently at a writing standard to be professionally published. Previous publishing discussions included obtaining interviews with professional literary experts along with child psychologists and ‘obsession experts’ to bring a lot more validation to the information on this blog.

This is a BLOG – it’s not a published work. I had good reasons for NOT publishing it. I simply don’t want to hurt anymore ACTUAL Twilight Fans than I have to in getting this message out – especially young ones. (For instance, I don’t troll fansites for the same reason – usually, but especially not with 50 Shades. Tabloid stories where mostly grown-ups hang out is where you see my rants.) Here is the original post where I talk about not publishing this stuff months ago AND WHY. (scroll down after the click)

Really… you all need to STOP with the crazy accusations BEFORE I actually DO go crazy, LoL!

February 21st 2015
Kristen Stewart Makes History
the first American actress to be nominated for a French César award
in 30 years; and also the first American actress EVER to win.

…And this is how the world treats her – and we allow her to be treated.
(see image below)

Even if Kristen Stewart ‘really’ cheated on Robert Pattinson… The misogynistic bullying by paparazzi & tabloids should have been long over by now. Just like Tiger Woods & Arnold Schwarzenegger‘s real & multiple adulterous offenses combined have been. Kristen Stewart is semi-respected in every country except her own. The basic Human Rights of ‘Life, Liberty & Pursuit of Happiness’ should apply as much to her as to any other person on this planet.

Also, Robert Pattinson didn’t create the offensive sparkling vampire of Edward Cullen… The world should really get over that and give him credit for putting up with so much hate from so many Anti-Twilight fans for so long because of it; as well as for putting up with overly-possessive & obsessive semi-crazy fangirlz of all ages who have overly-imagined loving him for so long. How many men out there would have survived that without coming out the other side unjaded? Some men can hardly handle one girlfriend/wife for very long, ha! ;)

Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart both deserve a huge break by their fans and the world.
All celebrities need these reforms and have for a long time – this isn’t a new debate.
It is time for adults to start caring about the constant assaults on the hearts and
minds of people beyond the physical condition of their bodies. Suicide has been
an increasing and concerning factor; and the job of the entertainment industry
is to ENTERTAIN. Free Speech was never meant to protect lies for profits.

Kristen Stewart Carrying Papers

Kristen Stewart Carrying Papers
Example of world bullying: Some fans have been looking for these lost images for a while, and one has finally been found on 3/9/15. If this doesn't shift your opinion about what the tabloids have been doing to emotionally-invested young Twilight fans, I don't know what will. This image of Kristen Stewart carrying papers was missed by many fans because the tabloid removed it early - hoping that fans would forget about it so they (and other tabloids) could twist a full 'cheating scandal' - as opposed to a 'momentary indiscretion' on her. It has worked like a charm for longer than Tiger Woods & Arnold Schwarzenegger's real & multiple adulterous offenses, combined. This image was captured from an early fan-made video. But, you will not find this image among the originally-published lot, anymore - along with at least one other one similar to this that was removed. Btw, if you click on the image – it will take you to a post that talks about these missing images with a TwiMom; along with another email exchange if you're interested in my emails, ha!


This is a Summary List of Links for this Blog – More Links Galore Within Them!!

The TwiSmears

The Twilight Saga

Stephenie Meyer

The Fanbases

Why the ‘Cheating’ Scandal Started; Telling on My Big TwiSisters (Aug 2012, 1 mo. After)

Nothing but LOVE for
our Twilight Character
Actors & Actresses

An Anti-Twilight Fan's Dream Talk with SM

Twihards - We Movie Fans
Deserve a Discussion

July 2012 'Cheating' Scandal

What actually happened
to Kristen Stewart with Rupert Sanders that day? Why did robsten really break up?

Why is Twilight so Addictive? How Did it Inspire 50 Shades of Grey?

Questions for Steph:
Twilight, a Post-Mortem

Defining Twilight's
Various Fanbases
…In which I actually
stick up for
Stephenie Meyer, OMG!

Additional & Extended Scandal Timelines

- WAY more info than you want; but some peeps just can’t get enough. ;)

What's Wrong with Twilight Chapter
One: First Sight

1st Original Blog Post
- How Can You See
Steph's Sexual Fantasy
Glaring thru Twilight

Letter to My Little Twilight Sisters – Why I Keep Picking on Twilight.

Pre-Cheating Scandal Smears that have been going on since 2008.

Twilight: Breaking Dawn Parts 1 & 2 Movie Reviews
- easiest to see literary dysfunctions

Ramifications of Wrong Writing in the Case of Twilight Addictions
Whatever happened to the Anti-Twilight Army?

Letter to My Big Twilight Sisters – Are You SURE Breaking Dawn is Okay?

Fan & Anti-Fan Hate-Debate; December 2014
- Fans reveal how harmful tabloids have been via online article comments.

Official Reasoning for
Every Little Thing
Wrong with Twilight

The Most Common Keyword Searches into these blogs
HELP with a Twilight Obsession; Immortalicum & ‘Demonic Messages’?!

Why are so Many OLDER
Fans so sick

What Have Heartbroken Fans Been Saying Since the Scandal in July 2012?

What EXACTLY is Wrong with Stephenie Meyer’s Sparkling ‘Vampires’?
- Written BEFORE I watched her movies.

What a JOKE!
Twilight is Coming to Facebook Because ‘the voices of women are important to Steph’!!

What Does Robert Pattinson Think About His OLDER ‘robsessed’ Twihard & Anti-Twilight ‘Fans’, BOTH?

What Have Mean Fans Been Saying Since the Scandal in July 2012?

YouTube Video Collection
'What's Wrong with The Twilight Saga'

Final Judgment of
The Twilight Saga
Or, Why I HATE (omg!) SM and Her ARMY of Desperate Housewives – et all TwiJerks & Anti-TwiJerks Over 30.

Help Easing a Stubborn
Twilight and/or Robsten

Robert Pattinson's Post-Scandal Career Hindering Rover Smear
- Based on the Wide World’s Twilight Hate

Fanfiction Corrective Rewrite Summary (2+ hours) Edward Cullen
Explains His Pretty
Vampire Sparkles
believable ending
and MORE!

Let’s Talk About ‘Midnight Sun’
and how Steph Could POSSIBLY Make Her Huge Literary Failure up to The World.

Who am I?


Final Judgement of The Twilight Saga - or, Why I HATE Stephenie Meyer and her ARMY of Desperate Housewives - ET ALL TwiJerks AND Anti-TwiJerks Over 30.

Update 10/14: Honestly, this post is just as good of a 'judgement' against Stephenie Meyer and it is shorter and more recent. Here's a splash:

One of the most hypocritical statements ever made: “The female voice is something that has become more and more important to me as I’ve worked in the film industry,” Stephenie Meyer regarding the new Twilight series’ coming to Facebook.

WHAT A JOKE!! Putting aside the fact that she completely ignored the cries of pain from her various fanbases when these extreme scandals started (see email in the link above) - when she could have said something to help support Kristen, Robert and their heartbroken fans in the millions... 

She deserves a spanking (not the fun '50 Shades of Grey' kind) for being such a PIG to the world AND her fans - both those who love her and those she abandoned. (And in my opinion - Stephenie Meyer abandoned her movie fans in 2012 in the same EXACT way she abandoned her book fans in 2008.)

I just found out about these events on 5/18/14 (and in my own hometown!!) Fifty Soiree – ‘Classy’ events based on the 50 Shades of Grey novels to benefit survivors of abuse. As a survivor of abuse myself, AND as someone who can see how these STUPID rough-sex books could be ‘inspired’ by The Twilight Saga; do any of you have ANY IDEA how OFFENSIVE the very thought of this happening, IS to me?!! As if Twilight being sickening wasn’t enough. Coat it in as much icing and pretty flowers as you want. Pig slop is still pig slop no matter what.

Actual Post Date: 1/19/14 - I wrote this before I realized how many NEW Anti-Twilight Fans were developing since the movies were made - and then WHY they don't like this blog. ;)

Author John Green "We must strike down the insidious lie that a book is the creation of an individual soul labouring in isolation. We must strike it down because it threatens the overall quality and breadth of American literature," he said. "They hold me up as an example but I am not an example of publishers or bookstores extracting value because without an editor my first novel, Looking for Alaska, would have been unreadably self-indulgent…”

This article is actually about Self-Publishing, but this statement by him is the DIRECT REASON WHY Stephenie Meyer's writing failed for so many people. Because her PROFESSIONAL publishers didn't ‘professionally’ edit Twilight NOR give it the kind of treatment it should have been given. Yeah, that is partially Steph's fault for digging her heels in (like an amateur author would). Twilight could have been one of the BEST fairytales ever written. But all it did was HURT its own too-impassioned fanbase (on multiple occasions) and DIVIDE both them and the WORLD.

This blog is information overload on The Twilight Saga, Stephenie Meyer, the OVER-obsessions of (especially older) Twilight Fans - and of course, Robsten's apparently neverending publicity assaults on both them and their fanbase. I almost published a book about it - yeah, it's VAST. In fact, you Twihards can thank Nutty Madame (see 1/5/14 update below in my ‘Introduction’ post) for my most recent decision to cancel writing this book one last time (although these blogs will be staying up).

Need a good reason to forgive all the (usually older) TwiJERKS out there(I’ve been fighting with them for awhile and I don’t have one problem highlighting them up here like this.) This post not only explains their ridiculous over-obsessions, but it is the best argument yet for Twilight Fans to sign the petition. Also, this post most thoroughly debunks The Twilight Saga.

The above posts were never meant to be mean (although they sure seem like it to Twihards); but they were the ones that 'literary experts' were VERY interested in when I started pitching the book this last time around. Only read them if you dare - and the links that jet off of them, those are part of the fascination with them.

Btw, don’t count on long-estranged Anti-Twilight fans to be in here – Oh no, *I* am a disjointed Twilight MOVIE Fan which means I’m a NEW upset Twihard. That means that absolutely NO Twilight Fans like me – not those who love it no matter what, nor those who could just puke all over it. (Here is a detailed explanation for why you don’t see them in here.)

Why? Cuz I just HAPPEN to ALSO be a Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson fan. LoL! Maybe I’ll share one someday, those conversations have been MORE frustrating than with current semi-crazy Twihards. Talk about some seriously MEAN people – some of them, anyway. It’s amazing what a bitter obsession can do to you (no, they won’t acknowledge their obsessions anymore than current obsessing Twihards will – yeah, sad all the way around from my perspective).

Many of the old gang have LONG moved onto other FAR more interesting things like becoming HUGE Anti-Kristen-Stewart and Anti-Robert-Pattinson fans; and they have been having SO MUCH FUN bashing at you Twihards throughout these cheating scandals.

PLUS, I get to watch all you “I Love Twilight No Matter What” fangirls CRY & FIGHT (or at least try to). You are far more embarrassing now than you have ever been.

This is yet another complaint on my long list against Stephenie Meyer. There was a HUGE DUSTUP when her books were first published by book readers (especially after Breaking Dawn); but somehow they managed to MISS all of their complaints (see long list of side links) and produce The Twilight Saga 'as close to' as written as possible.

If Stephenie Meyer had admitted her HUGE literary mistakes and apologized back then - here’s what could have happened instead of the harmful TwiRide so many of us ended up with:

1) The books could have been CORRECTED via the movies instead of so many people HATING them OR being accidentally OVERLY-obsessed about them. (Oh yeah, it could have been done - by someone who actually 'gets' why girls & women love this pretty fairytale so damn much.)

2) People like ME wouldn't have had to loose any VALUABLE time at all due to HER 'mistakes'. (I've been in here since November 2011, and I was spinning before that. No, *I* have not appreciated my TwiRide at all.)

3) The Twilight Fanbase would NOT have been beaten up this HARD for this long because of the 'cheating' scandal. In FACT, it might not have EVER HAPPENED IF Steph had acted like an ADULT instead of a smug, obviously-amateur author flipping off HER OWN FANS!!!

The really weird thing is that the MORE I learn about the obsessions of current Twilight AND Anti-Twilight FANS out here in Internetland; the more NORMAL *I* appear to be - with the exception that I am somehow one of the FEW UNWILLING Twilight Fans (no, thank God, I'm not the 'only' one) who refuses to stand by and say or do nothing.

Thank you Stephenie Meyer for ALL the divisions & chaos you have caused to your own fanbase and the world throughout the years. I, for one, can’t imagine how you sleep at night.

As your most recently engaged and enraged Twihard – count on me doing EVERYTHING I can to keep this aspect of your involvement (and NON-involvement) in perspective UNTIL you and/or your damn ARMY of desperate housewives figures out a way to repair the damage you’ve done to the WHOLE WIDE WORLD – including your beloved lead actress & actor AND their heartbroken FANS who have been CONTINUING to pay for YOUR MISTAKES since the day you decided to DENY them.

Stephenie Meyer didn’t MEAN to make us all this crazy… But the TABLOIDS DO, for MONEY!

The obsessions of Twilight fans - along with Hollywood's manipulation tactics - is what is making so many TwiLadies so unreasonable and mean OBVIOUSLY. You cannot tell me that so many of you are STILL this ugly (or heartbroken) inside after all this time.

This is my crowning jewel out of all the stuff I’ve written about The Twilight Saga – my fanfiction corrective rewrite, The Twilight Saga: ReVamped & ReWolfed. Just the first chapter is complete; the rest is a summary – takes a couple hours for me to read through it all.

YEAH, I love this pretty fairytale and this fanbase. I really wish I could respect the amateur author, more. Her SILENCE throughout this scandal has been so frustrating. Stephenie Meyer COULD have said something to HELP cool fans’ emotions as all this was coming down or at some point in between. And YEAH, I gave her a NICE heads-up when all this started. (I CAN be nice!)

She has done absolutely nothing but ignore me and every other estranged Twihard who came before me. As far as I am concerned – with what happened to her fanbase at the END and continues ON and on and ON – Stephenie Meyer didn’t deserve one red cent out of her efforts and neither did her professionally-negligent publisher or production company.

The ONLY good thing we got out of Twilight was the actors & actresses – ALL of them. And they ALL continue to be judged and mistreated because of YOUR MAD Twilight over-obsessions.

This is the final judgment of this Twihard regarding The Twilight Saga. And, as far as I can tell - *I* am the only person on this planet REMOTELY qualified to judge it so harshly. The ENTIRE ‘Twilight Experience’ has been NOTHING but a bawl-fest and/or cat fight from beginning to end.

I was really looking for an experience more like Harry Potter or Star Trek or Girl with the Dragon Tattoo or Avengers or The Hunger Games… etc., etc., etc.

*I* cannot BEGIN to express my incredible disappointment and disgust with every single Twihard AND Anti-Twihard over the age of 30. You’ve been nothing but NEGLIGENT yourselves – and selfish and petty and MEAN and a SH*TLOAD of other things.

Thank you SO MUCH for the memories, Twilight Fans.

And Stephenie Meyer… I know you and your ‘professional’ cronies don’t pay attention or acknowledge any of this kind of stuff. But, you better hope you and I never cross paths - because I have more than a few rude sentences littered with explicits for you that INCLUDE the ‘C’ word in ALL CAPS. (No worries, Twilight isn’t that big of a deal to me to impart any physical harm – but if we were 12 year olds on a playground I would kick you in the shin as hard as I could, pull your hair and call you every dirty name I could think of until you cried.)

That’s basically what you’ve been allowing the tabloids & paparazzi to do to your fanbase through your beloved lead actress & actor - for YEARS!!!

No Respect. AT. ALL.

Covers the 2014 New Year’s Eve HOAX
all the way back to the ‘cheating’ scandal in July 2012.

The ‘Official’ What’s Wrong with Twilight from SO MANY Perspectives
explanation – although it starts out with the baby. NO ONE has been able to
give me a decent, logical explanation aside from estranged Twihards.

Fanfiction Literary Critique & Correction

QUESTIONS for Stephenie Meyer About Her Successful
Literary Failure: The Twilight Saga a Post Mortem
I have sent this along with many other articles
to Steph – not expecting her to read or reply.

This YouTube video below is ME in January 2012
in an obsessive rant LONG BEFORE these scandals came down
- Calling Stephenie Meyer OUT on her harmful BS.
(Ignore the Twilight Petition in here – it’s irrelevant now.)

Yeah, I know what I’m talking about in this blog.
Not ALL of us appreciated the ridiculous obsession
‘accidentally’ shoved down our throats.

Watch it if you can – and this is my YouTube
COLLECTION by estranged Twihards* mostly from 2008/2009.
The very first review is the most relatable for us all.


  1. The problem with Twilight ( T ) is not KStew or Robert nor Taylor or anyone: it is that its a Soap Opera. From beginning to end it had a daytime Soap-feel, and that means cheesiness, cheap. I liked T enough to watch without being frustrated and because I am not a weak-minded hater, but overall it just wasn't that good. The second problem is that Twihards (?) make a huge deal of these movies (and books), when most of us who appreciate good film making or good productions don't. It's not about only about T, for us responsible ones, but Harry Potter (HP)was also bad. And easily worse was The Hunger Games (THG). However, pop culture can't target every single White actors or such movies: they prefer one or more over the already target one(s). Pop culture is bias, based on Prejudice, Bigotry, which is all Bullying. More so, pop culture is mostly driven by those ages tweens to early 20s. Mostly but surely not only. So, because kids are not fully developed mentally, they many times poorly Select what is good (great sales) and which not to (poor sales). But if kids wanted to showcase they are smart or responsible, they would also praise and support movies with OLDER actors and music from OLDER ones. This is where older people take offense. Kind of. They really can't do much about it because they have families, work (sometimes two jobs), and other activities which help them and their families, while kids mostly only have school/homework and spend tons of time on "social" websites and networks (which IS making them dumber). There is NO balance in kids. Mostly. If they were to show such balance, as in supporting other artists, then most movies and singers would be doing well overall and not just kid (or for kids) movies and music. Again: it is POP CULTURE that decides who will be big and who wont. Pop culture IS BIAS (Bigotry, Prejudice, Bullies).

    I hate Bullies, I hate discrimination based outside reasonable values or standards. Pop culture is the "hate" Selectively targeted at Selena Gomez all over online and certain music shows, and its the reason why most Hispanics don't do well in the entertainment business. Most people who proclaim they hate Bullying, as in on personal levels (and the painful results from Bullying we see and read on the news), hate the hate lobbed at their idols, BUT TURN AROUND AND BULLY SELENA GOMEZ. If Bullies are going to cry "stop Bullying", then for goodness sake CRY IT OUT FOR EVERYONE WHO IS BULLIED. While KStew, Bieber, Miley, get "hate" and are Bullied, their BIG movies and Huge concert sales makes up for it. At least a bit. But Selena Gomez is hard pressed to see more than four or five such Big venues as other artists get in most of theirs. Pop culture is Selective. Its Prejudice. Bigotry.

    My name is James and I am 19, from Illinois, at the University of Illinois. I am @JamesGoogling on twitter.

    1. Thanks alot, James. I have in fact went off on a ramble about Selena Gomez and that damn 'sonogram' that came out for an 'S. Gomez'. Tabloids are pigs, and they need to be put in their place in this technologically-uninhibited space.

      Nice, well-thought-out comment. Thank you so much.


BTW, this poll used to contain 508 votes at one point in time. I'm not sure what has happened with losing votes - either Twihards who originally voted realized their votes were incriminating their beloved goddess/amateur author; OR all these accounts have simply been closed over the course of four months for whatever reasons. Doesn't matter, I've got the original 'important' numbers recorded within these posts.

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