firstsight

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This isn’t your typical ‘anti-twilight’ blog… This is yet another email (complete with semi-subtle death threat) from someone asking questions about it that some of you may be asking, yourself. Don’t assume that you know what this blog is about simply because you’ve argued on Stephenie Meyer’s behalf before.

This is the very first post on this blog, from my ‘clueless movie fan’ perspective. It was written on Thanksgiving Day, 2011 – then published in here a few days later, after I could reread it and do some editing. It is hysterically funny and incredibly poignant at the same time – for those of you who can’t see Stephenie Meyer’s amateur sexual fantasy floating around in The Twilight Saga. This post is what those of us who ARE familiar with vampires experienced because of Breaking Dawn’s unbelievable ending; and it may help explain for you why this blog exists. It is where absolutely everything started; and demonstrates my intentions for this blog from the beginning. Believe it or not, they were NOT MEAN.

At first, I didn’t know why things were wrong; I only knew that they were – so I was making excuses for Stephenie Meyer in the beginning, LoL! Really… every single estranged TwiFan that she has, USED to be at least a real semi-fan of hers.

Please be patient. I know that most people who are familiar with this controversy have passionate opinions; but what about the rest of you who are completely clueless? I wrote this so that readers would not have to jump off the page, as much. I recommend reading through once; then going back to read links for more details, later. If you get too angry to keep reading, pause and scroll down to the side link collection. I used to be a clueless person in the world, and then a clueless Twilight Movie Fan for a while, too. You’ll see more about me, below. And please forgive the caps, in places. I don’t see them as shouting as some peeps do. They are simply meant to make those words stand out, and that is all…

This blog is all about the accidental and painful over-obsessions of The Twilight Fanbases
that has CONTINUED with a decade of
worldwide bullying and intentional,
emotionally-harsh attacks
on the hearts & minds of little TwiFangirls (and big ones).

The feelings of obsessed fans are real even if
their obsessions are not - until they drift away.
You all KNOW THIS.

Suicide is the 2nd leading cause of death for 15 - 24 year olds in the US.

These are all REAL issues, to name a few - for MILLIONS of people:
Maladaptive Daydreaming

Absorption

Dissociative Disorder
This one is the worst biggie, and starting
to be considered an EPIDEMIC

Why are the obsessions of young girls important?

Because their feelings are real even if the obsessions are not – until they drift away. Young girls NEED their fairytale ‘escapes’ MUCH MORE than older ones do because they have limited ways to cope with life’s crap (read the comments beneath these neverending, misogynistic tabloid assaults – this one is from January 2016). If you’ve never been forced to endure public high school in the US (or anywhere, probably); or been abused as a child (unfortunately, still a common occurrence) - then of course you can’t possibly relate.

How Did this Blog Change to
Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform

- Yeah, I have some really good reasons beyond
Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and their Fans
(Although I’m pretty sure they are enough reason at this point.)

Why Do People Hate Bella Swan and Kristen Stewart?
Believe it or not, this is a very easy question to answer;
and NO it isn’t because she ‘cheated’.

TwiNewsflash: The concerning over-obsessions of young women was the ONLY REASON that Breaking Dawn was forgiven when it was published in 2008. The ONLY people who have defended this story for being written ‘just like it is’ because ‘Stephenie Meyer is a literary genius’ are her YOUNG (and young-at-heart) fans who were used by both the amateur author and her publisher because ‘they weren’t supposed to know any better’ about vampires.

And, these are the fans who get hit & hurt the most by world bullying. It is really crappy of SM and you older ladies to continue letting them believe what they believe about these books - while they ignorantly & arrogantly (in their over-obsessions) deal with all the hate surrounding Twilight that still exists in big, dynamic ways.

Email Excerpt: “Thank you for writing that wonderful blog.. it was heaven sent.. Please someone tell him (this is ‘why the cheating scandal started’, Aug 2012). He just texted me and said he told my mom.. and for me to get some help.. and bye.. please tell him… Everyone is doing this and it’s killing me.. but everyone acts like they don’t know what I’m talking about.. I don’t think I’ve ever needed anything so bad in all my life than for someone to tell him.. I know they are trying to drive me crazy.. and it’s starting to work.. thanks again, was truly a blessing I needed to read very much so.”

Another email excerpt that I hear all the time from all types of fans:
“…
I have tried speaking to my good friend about my obsession and, as with all of my friends,
doesn't like Twilight and totally judged me lol so your feedback means a lot.”

How to Soothe an Intense Twilight / Robsessed / Krisbian / Robsten Obsession

Anti-Twilight Fans could SEE what Stephenie Meyer didn’t MEAN to write;
and Erika didn’t MEAN to write her books ignorantly, either.
Adult women have 50 Shades of obsessive fog to get past before
they can possibly begin to think clearly about this subject.

Why does The Twilight Saga have so many anti-fans? Why are there hardly any male fans? How did Twilight’s infamous obsessions become over-obsessions? Why are so many older women more obsessed than younger ones? Why did the fandom fracture into several various fanbases that fight among themselves? How did we get 50 Shades of Grey out of all this commotion?

I recorded four wildly-ranting videos (this one is my favorite – calling SM out, ha!) over three years ago at the height of my own very unwanted Twilight over-obsession (It’s not like you can unwatch or unread something – or reclaim wasted time). At that point, I was really mad about ‘how I was obsessed’ with this pretty fairytale; and I was mad that Stephenie Meyer had ‘accidentally’ done this to so many other people before me - and didn’t correct any of the dysfunction in her books before she made them into movies.

I actually say this in the second video before I had even heard of 50 Shades of Grey... “It sounds to me like Stephenie has some sort of BDSM fetish, but I don’t even sort of want to think about that right now.” (Video #12 is where you will hear me say this.)

And yet, somehow 50 Shades of Grey (this post is what exactly is wrong with fifty shades) exists as Twilight Fanfiction; and is yet another dysfunctional worldwide ‘phenomenon’?! Do you have any idea how disturbing that is? Not only does it make my skin crawl – it’s just wrong.

There are real amateur literary reasons why Twilight messed with so many people’s heads – especially OLDER women; and we are the ones who get called ‘crazy’ for it - unless we manage to write another dysfunctional (XXX!) blockbuster based on all this negligence…

Did you know that Steph’s publisher didn’t want to publish Breaking Dawn? Did you know that New Moon & Eclipse were not supposed to be in between the 1st & last books? Do you ‘get’ that she didn’t mean to cause so many of her OLDER fans to see Edward Cullen the way they came to see him as Christian Grey? Do you understand that these are the reasons why the world has always &STILL bullies Twilight Fans, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson because of her amateur writing mistakes?

Sick-in-the-head older women had absolutely no right to hijack the pretty fairytale of young girls via Fifty Shades of Grey; and they should care when their daughters are being bullied by the world over it, incessantly.

What’s Wrong with Twilight: Chapter One, First Sight?

The Condensed Version:
The Four Main Complaints of this Blog
against Stephenie Meyer and her ‘professional’ Publishers &
Production Franchise for RARE & irresponsible,
professionally-negligent publishing and movie production.

When the first Twilight movie was being made in 2008; the last book, Breaking Dawn had not been released, yet. Because of this, no one knew at that time that Stephenie Meyer was going to bomb her pretty fairytale into the ground until it was published a few months before the release of the first film.

Extreme chaos & debate surrounded Steph and The Twilight Saga at that time for the exact same reasons that surrounds 50 Shades of Grey - but somehow, she got through it (see side links)...

If 'Midnight Sun' had not been 'accidentally' leaked just prior to the first movie being rushed; AND Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson had not BOTH nailed their parts in that first movie - Twilight would have been history.

Stephenie Meyer could have written any 'ol ending for her infamously overly-obsessed fans (and really, that seems like what she did); and they would have lapped it up like honey (and they did – especially the ones who didn’t know any better, couldn’t see what was wrong – or didn’t care, because of fifty Shades of BEDWARD!!

The entire world has done nothing but treat Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson AND their emotionally-invested fans like sh*t, since - and the infighting among Twilight's divided and HATEFUL fanbases is ongoing.

Despite all this, 'feminists' have embraced the latest and greatest dysfunctional character, Christian Grey/Edward Cullen/Prince Charming...

Popular Email Question: Why does Stephenie Meyer need to apologize? Because the world can’t heal from the wounds she has inflicted on it if she doesn’t acknowledge her amateur mistakes and apologize for them. All she has done from the beginning of her controversies is metaphorically flip off her critics. While normally that is exactly what you are supposed to do… In this case, with all the professional exceptions that were made while The Twilight Saga was being published; the amateur author (AND the publisher AND production franchise) really needed to be listening to fans. It is NOT NORMAL for roughly half of your fanbase (much less, the world!) to become so angry with you regarding a casual creative expression.

I am just using this true stuff about SM’s amateur writing to grab your attention – and boy does it grab some of you, ha! Now if we could just get past that part of things… I really could care less about Stephenie Meyer’s or EL James’ many ignorant and irresponsible amateur literary mistakes that caused all this chaos. Believe it or not, I have stuck up for Stephenie Meyer so many times over this issue, it’s ridiculous.

Creative ‘Freedom of Speech’ is DIFFERENT than the illegal type of ‘Freedom of Speech’ that tabloids & paparazzi hide behind.

Freedom of Speech and Freedom of the Press were meant to create transparency in order to protect the truth about absolutely everything - not provide a way for mean, greedy tabloid liars to make money off of young (and young-at-heart) fans who are practically defenseless against emotional tabloid & paparazzi assaults (not to mention how even more defenseless Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson are against them)…

This blog now has but one mission: Tabloid & Paparazzi Reform for all celebrities past & present (Princess Diana, anyone?) and it has been that since July 25, 2012 – the day after the infamous cheating scandal. Oh yeah, I’ve been on their stinky tails from the beginning. It hasn’t even been SORT of fun! I really hope we can all manage to put aside our differences and unite to stick it to them, someday. Tabloids & papz so deserve it!!

I don’t care how long it takes. Aside from having really good reasons other than Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson to be concerned for celebrity rights; we fans – no matter which side of the ring we fight on – are getting awfully tired of being manipulated and watching our favorite celebrities being harassed. So many of you do not ‘get’ this; but Robert Pattinson is being attacked and/or used as much as Kristen Stewart in these kinds of stories – no matter ‘how nice’ they seem to be slanted toward him, at times. It is just another way to pour salt on the wounds of their fans by being misogynistic toward both them and Kristen at the same time – using Robert and her anti-fans against their will!!

This is because the world has no respect for Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson or Twilight fans – any version of them; BECAUSE of Stephenie Meyer’s offensive & insulting amateur writing (another reason why she needs to apologize). To the rest of the world, we’re all simply hysterical to bully; just another section of the populace to be targeted and made fun of for profits – via outright assaults and numerous lie upon lie that continues

Boycott all online and print tabloids until they volunteer to reform.

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Why Do So Many People Hate Kristen Stewart and/or Bella Swan?
or Why/How did so many of Stephenie Meyer’s OLDER fans become so
‘accidentally’ overly-obsessed with the character of Edward Cullen?
Shortest and most anti-fan & fan-variation-inclusive version that I have written, yet!!
Read it only if you dare… and only if you can be HONEST. ;)

Whatever Happened to the ‘Anti-Twilight Army’
from 2008-2009; and WHY don’t you see their support on this blog?

Stephenie Meyer Knows Why Gossip Rags & Paparazzi won’t leave
Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart (or her beloved fans) alone.

That’s why she deserves this blog; and it is why it will not be deleted until either
Steph, her professional cronies and/or her fans do something to fix the situation:

‘They took all of my heat, which I feel bad about,' Stephenie
tells The Times Magazine. ‘If they had the choice, I've no idea if

they'd even do Twilight again. I just don't know.
I think this has all come at a heavy price.'

Ya think, Steph?!!

Robert Pattinson’s Career-Hindering Rover Smear
Based on the Whole Wide World’s Twilight Saga Hate

This movie FLOPPED amidst RARE (for him) GLOWING reviews from movie critics at
film festivals who compared his performance to Leo DiCaprio’s Oscar-Nominated
performance in ‘What’s Eating Gilbert Grape’. Yeah, it’s a HUGE deal!!
This movie would not have tanked without way too much ‘help’ from
tabloid manipulation of Twilight’s huge numbers of anti-fans.

Why the Public Shaming of Kristen Stewart MATTERS to Young Girls
by Nico Lang on Huffington Post

Here’s a splash from Nico’s article: "Trampire:" Why the Public Slut Shaming of Kristen Stewart Matters for Young Women “I don't care if Kristen Stewart and Rupert Sanders did it in a car, in a bar, in a house or with a mouse. But while I might not be concerned for K-Stew, I am concerned for my younger stepsister who idolizes and worships her....” And this is an update from Nico on Salon: Racist 'Twilight' fans won't stop harassing Robert Pattinson's girlfriend, FKA Twigs

Yeah, Twilight’s still-many hateful and overly-obsessed
fans managed to p*ss all over the debut of the proclaimed

Celebrity Rookie of the Year 2014

Aren’t we sweet?

COMMENTS from the WORLD

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Update 7/15 – If you happen to appreciate anything about this blog, I would appreciate your help in getting my depleted bank account back up to par. I have poured way too much time, effort and money into it; and I turned down a huge pile of money to publish it (This is actually a really nice ‘ending-blog’ post because I thought it was done – but the bullying attacks against Twilight Fans are neverending, aren’t they?).

If you can help me out even with a buck, my little family and I would really appreciate it.

Update 7/17/15 – And to the trickle of biotches who have started writing me hate emails informing me that I don’t deserve a dime for telling the truth about Steph’s pretty fairytale and exposing it for what it really is… here is a challenge:

If you really do not feel like I deserve anything for all the hard – not to mention, incredibly frustrating – work that I have put into these blogs: Read through my Twilight: ReVamped & ReWolfed fanfiction corrective rewrite & storyline critique summary - and then decide whether or not *I* deserve a few pennies out of this messy pie. I do almost as much sticking up for Stephenie Meyer, as I do at ripping her writing to shreds. It’s called, ‘being honest’.

I have had some really good compliments on it from both literary experts and Twilight Fans. It is only a summary, with just the first chapter written as complete to give it the foundation that it should have had (takes 2-3 hours for me to read through it all).

Here is one positive review (sorry, have to scroll down to the comments on this post after the click to read): “I have so very many things to say where to start..... Firstly I love your blog and the rewrite, I felt like you have given the characters depth and a new life. If I were a judge I would totally give you custody! … I am even letting my daughter read it with me because its a good story that is appropriate for kids to read and she LOVES LOVES LOVES IT! Just as much as I do! I think what you have written is loving and responsible to the characters and fans, it is well though out, relevant, and…”

BELIEVE me when I say, I would have MUCH RATHER have LOVED Stephenie Meyer's original Twilight Saga all the way to the bittersweet end. There are not many people on this planet who would have been more PROUD and applauding the loudest for a woman (amateur or not) to have written such a hailed TwiMasterpiece - if Stephenie Meyer had actually done that instead of the embarrassing, barely-edited rough-draft that we got.

This corrective re-write summary is actually very forgiving in many places - at least, where Steph is concerned. I'm sure my anger toward these IRRESPONSIBLE "professional" companies will continue to burn for much longer.

I gave your beautiful fairytale a hell of a shot, sinking MONTHS of my time JUST into researching this subject. (Not counting the months before that when you all had me convinced that it was a WORTHY diversion, ha!)

Between these blogs and the rewrite I have probably written as much as either Steph or Erika have; and I certainly put a lot more thought and creativity (not to mention, knowledge) into it. Just insert either author’s purple prose where applicable while you’re reading, since I didn’t write any – and it is darn near perfect, ha! ;)

As such, you can expect my version of The Twilight Saga to not be XXX. I rewrote Twilight by sticking to the storyline; but I made it believable – really, that was possible. In fact, now that Twilight can be shown as a believable story - it is no longer necessary for Anti-Twilight peeps to continue bullying Twilight Fans just because SM didn’t ‘get’ why she needed to make it believable.

WHY did I take the time to flesh out the character of Bella Swan and Twilight’s vampire (and wolf) storylines? BECAUSE VERY FEW OF YOU OLDER LADIES GIVES A SHIT ABOUT HER (and more importantly, the real Human girl, Kristen Stewart and her millions of young fans) - or ANY of the other Twilight characters, for that matter!

It's EDWARD this and EDWARD that (and sometimes Jacob) - Stephenie BARELY INTRODUCED you to her before you all got hooked on this crap. That's why you can pass this story off, you don't care... You're obsessed about Edward Cullen and could care less about any other character. IF this story had been published for you perverted older brats - Yeah, it would maybe be Ok!

I am NOT talking about you young girls if you're in here reading this - I've heard you talk about Bella and all the other characters. I KNOW you both know and love them, dearly. BUT, those of you who WERE NOT debunked by this storyline (no matter what your age was) SEE these characters differently than so many MORE older ladies do!

Believe it or NOT - Stephenie Meyer and the rest of these women out here (I don't care HOW many of them there are against my ONE voice) are BEING BAD, LoL!

IF we were in college... And the instructor had just given us an assignment to write the first chapter for a novel. IF Stephenie Meyer was a college literary student (which she has been - in FACT, she graduated!); she would probably NOT have gotten an "A" on the first chapter of Twilight - I seriously doubt. I wish a few good English teachers who haven't read the books yet would go through it and grade it - just so we would know, for sure.

I'm not saying that *my* version is a literary marvel - but I have a really good excuse. I have NEVER taken a college writing course much less graduated with a literary degree. If this isn't perfect... Yeah, I know. :)

We make our children do their homework - and dot their "I's" and cross their "T's" - but, WHY didn't this grown adult woman have to?!

I'm going to make you all CARE about Bella and her life, as well as every other character surrounding her - INCLUDING EDWARD - who, it seems to me; you've all just taken under the covers with you to have your way with him like Stephenie Meyer was no doubt doing when she WROTE this stupid saga so ignorantly and irresponsibly...

So when it really comes down to it... YOU robsessed ‘fans’ DON'T even care about Robert Pattinson/Edward Cullen, just your sick little "escape"!

The young adult audience that this story was TARGETED FOR - deserved a whole hell of alot better than what they got. THAT is why I rewrote The Twilight Saga... For ALL THOSE former fans who were debunked by Breaking Dawn after it was published; and then abandoned by the arrogant amateur author afterwards.

We KNEW better... and we were EXPECTING better.

AND it IS ALSO for the rest of you... I DARE you; I quadroople-doople DARE you - READ this and tell me you don't care a lot more about Bella at the end of this Chapter One: First Sight rewrite than you did at the end of Stephenie's first one.

You can think whatever you want to about me... But with this, the two things you CAN'T say about me are that *I* don't LOVE this pretty fairytale OR this fanbase.

Yeah, you be the judge – please.

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Why the ‘Cheating’ Scandal Started; Telling on My Big TwiSisters (Aug 2012, 1 mo. After)

Nothing but LOVE for
our Twilight Character
Actors & Actresses
- THANK YOU!

An Anti-Twilight Fan's Dream Talk with SM

Twihards - We Movie Fans
Deserve a Discussion


July 2012 'Cheating' Scandal

What actually happened
to Kristen Stewart with Rupert Sanders that day? Why did robsten really break up?

Why is Twilight so Addictive? How Did it Inspire 50 Shades of Grey?

Questions for Steph:
Twilight, a Post-Mortem

Defining Twilight's
Various Fanbases
…In which I actually
stick up for
Stephenie Meyer, OMG!


Additional & Extended Scandal Timelines

- WAY more info than you want; but some peeps just can’t get enough. ;)

What's Wrong with Twilight Chapter
One: First Sight
?

1st Original Blog Post
- How Can You See
Steph's Sexual Fantasy
Glaring thru Twilight
?


Letter to My Little Twilight Sisters – Why I Keep Picking on Twilight.

Pre-Cheating Scandal Smears that have been going on since 2008.

Twilight: Breaking Dawn Parts 1 & 2 Movie Reviews
- easiest to see literary dysfunctions


Ramifications of Wrong Writing in the Case of Twilight Addictions
Whatever happened to the Anti-Twilight Army?


Letter to My Big Twilight Sisters – Are You SURE Breaking Dawn is Okay?


Fan & Anti-Fan Hate-Debate; December 2014
- Fans reveal how harmful tabloids have been via online article comments.


Official Reasoning for
Every Little Thing
Wrong with Twilight


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What EXACTLY is Wrong with Stephenie Meyer’s Sparkling ‘Vampires’?
- Written BEFORE I watched her movies.


What a JOKE!
Twilight is Coming to Facebook Because ‘the voices of women are important to Steph’!!


What Does Robert Pattinson Think About His OLDER ‘robsessed’ Twihard & Anti-Twilight ‘Fans’, BOTH?

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Help Easing a Stubborn
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Robert Pattinson's Post-Scandal Career Hindering Rover Smear
- Based on the Wide World’s Twilight Hate

Fanfiction Corrective Rewrite Summary (2+ hours) Edward Cullen
Explains His Pretty
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Let’s Talk About ‘Midnight Sun’
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Who am I?

8/2/14

Reasoning with Overly-Obsessed Twihards & Anti-Twihards

Please Note - As a previous introduction, this post is also one of several long timelines - listed from most recent to least recent dates (for the most part).

This post covers last year's 2013 'robsten reuniting' smears over the holidays - and it probably tells you the most about who I am and why I wrote this blog. I would really appreciate it if you would give me a break if you read something in here that offends you. TRY not to take ANY of this personally. I don't know any of you, and absolutely NONE of this has been easy or fun for me to do - you'll find out why that is if you keep reading. No judgements until you know the scoop, please. :)

There are alot of links that shoot off in here. My advice is to read through it once, and then go back to the links you were interested in for the details, later.

Update 12/25/13Oh yeah, I'm a Twilight Fan - but, I'm an even bigger FAN of the Twilight Fanbase. ALL of you, including the current mean girls and long-estranged ones. (All of these links are now on a different blog with no intro.) Do any of you have ANY IDEA what it's like to WATCH and listen to so many of you heartbroken Twihards have such a hard time dealing with Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson's MAYBE-broken romantic relationship over all this time?

It's been heartbreaking.

Here's my Celebrating Twilight photo collection on Facebook. It's quite an eclectic mix (with LOTS of Robert and Kristen, ha!) There are hundreds of photos in this album, some of them rare - I just cleaned out all my TwiFiles.

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - and ENJOY!! :)

What kinds of mean things are overly-obsessed Twilight Fans still saying? Come on, fangirls... Do you REALLY think that these Twihards are really this ugly inside after all this time?

Book Update 1/7/14 - You Twihards can thank Nutty Madame (see 1/5/14 update below) for my most recent decision to cancel writing this book one last time (although these blogs will be staying up).

This is also why you've been seeing me get meaner and meaner out there in Internetland - I've had to change my fighting tactics and find another way to reach Twilight Fans.

I think it's 'almost' been published three times, now - and yeah, every damn time I've had opportunities regarding it. And quite honestly, THIS last time around was really the perfect timing with Twilight's 10th Anniversary next year.

I had a big publisher I was going to sign with next Monday. They were going to get professional Child Psychologists and publishing experts to bring more validity to it. I was going to have someone to help me finish researching the things I still need to nail down and help me get it more organized and 'readable'. I was going to have help editing it AND I was going to get to interview (hopefully) a few people on my long list of people I wanted to interview for it. (Stephenie Meyer was of course at the top of that list, but I was pretty sure she was going to be a no-go.) There was going to be a big internet marketing blast and a publicity tour, etc.

Yeah, my publishing friend was cool with it - and in fact, agreed wholeheartedly. (You'll see why, below.) He's even going to explain and break the news to the publisher for me - so far, he's been a great agent and an even better friend. (I may not have many friends, but I do have a few good ones - that's all I need.)

What changed?

Emma (Nutty Madame) seems Okay, now... And if SHE is doing Okay I have confidence that the rest of you will (hopefully) be fine, too. Hopefully you're also a little wiser now as she seems to be - that's another good. And, by the time Twilight's 10th Anniversary is upon us - it would be her fans, not Stephenie Meyer, who would be hurt the most if I still published this book. (And Emma is as MUCH of a Stephenie Meyer fan as she is a Twilight fan, ha! Yeah, I can respect that even if I can't stand the lady, myself. Yeah, I know that about Nutty Madame, she and I have a bit of history that she probably isn't aware of.)

If I published this book, it would be like ALWAYS - Twilight Fans would be taking the heat for her. Stephenie Meyer never has to take responsibility for anything she's ever caused to happen because of her irresponsible and dysfunctional amateur writing.

But, that was never the intention of this blog or this message. *I* was far more concerned about the hearts and minds of emotionally-invested YOUNG and young-at-heart Twilight Fans FROM THE BEGINNING of it in November 2011.

Congratulations, Emma - you may not have been able to prevent this blog from happening, but you prevented a publicity blitz against Stephenie Meyer and her fanbase in 2015. You deserve ovations and applause for being such a BRILLIANT shining Twilight Fan STAR.




Parting thoughts... The petition is going to stay up if anyone wants to sign it, still. Hollywood's BS isn't going to stop, there is still a war going on. If you decide to help change Hollywood's celebrity lifebashing ways someday, keep it in mind. (No, assaults on Rob & Kris are not going to end, unfortunately.)

Also, STOP reading these damn tabloids - online or otherwise. We PAY them with EVERY CLICK into them and they only publish these bogus stories to jerk on your heartstrings because we make them money when they have our emotions whipped up. That is ALL this stupid cheating scandal has been about since the beginning of it. PLEASE keep that in mind from now on - don't believe this crap, girls.

Take care and TRY to be NICE to each other, Twihards!!!

I may do some arranging of this blog to make it even more readable, later - like adding a FAQ and a real timeline or something. But for now, I'm taking another break for awhile.

You should do the same thing. Take a healthy dose of Esme's advice and just let things work themselves out. Hollywood's storytelling hasn't been anymore real than Twilight - except Hollywood doesn't deserve any fans at the moment. Don't pay them to hurt you and your friends.


Book Update 1/6/14 - Okay, publishing decisions surrounding this book have been made from the few choices I had with a little help from a good, old friend. But if you know anything about me, yet - you know I don't want to publish this. One more week from today is when I will be signing with someone for publishing next year for Twilight's 10th Anniversary. PLEASE READ THIS, TwiLadies.

Update 1/5/14 - Remember 'Nutty Madame' - the girl who did the crying video that everyone made fun of as this scandal was coming down? I just found this, and I am only all too happy to post this most recent video of hers: The Return of the Fangirl!!! Emma (yeah, she's HUMAN and she has a NAME) is 'coming back to life' although she still struggles like many of us. And yeah, I TOTALLY AGREE with her - she's perfect. :)

Emma and I actually have a bit of history although she may not actually know about it. SHE was one of the REASONS WHY I started writing this blog long before these cheating scandals happened because I was WORRIED about Twihards like her way back then, already. (She also ALMOST changed my mind.)

And, I actually used her original 'Twilight Trailor' YouTube video in my 'Nothing But Love for Our Twilight Character Actors' post because she is THE PERFECT representation of us all, really.

Book Update 1/4/14 - Currently, I am hanging out with my independent publisher friend (who is sort of acting as an 'agent' in my case) He's connected in so many ways, it's not even funny. I've always called him a renaissance man because he does EVERYthing - creative and brainal - physics, art, bla bla bla... (He's actually made a Vampire movie, but it isn't anything like Twilight, ha!)

He's also a raging liberal... Yeah, me and my extremely liberal (way-too-HUGE-hearted) friend are sitting here going through my options for publishing this. But you know what? We can't seem to stay on topic. (NO, I am NOT 'romantically' involved with him - I know how you Twihards like to accuse people of that.)

YOU keep coming up (he has a young daughter who is grown now, so he gets the 'heart of the matter'. No, this isn't 'Dan' - another guy I've talked about in here)... Both of us would MUCH rather see these damn tabloids taken down a few notches because they SO DESERVE it, LoL!

It doesn't matter if we don't make a DIME. You know what...

If we manage to change this mess, I think those of us who stuck this situation out and fought hard to the bittersweet end should get together and meet each other. (No matter which side we were on at any point in time. Come on, you know you would LOVE to meet 'Margaret in the Pink', Aussie Lady or Cathryn from the HL boards, LoL!)

If *I* can let my issues with The Twilight Saga go just to take on these paparazzi & tabloids who have been so damn mean to us all - why can't you do the same thing? (Reminder: I have agreed to delete everything I've written or recorded about this subject - and I won't publish this book - if you will come through and do the right thing. It doesn't have to be *my* petitions - come up with your own thing that will work if you don't like my name at the top of it.)

Yeah... I'm a silly semi-liberal (not nearly as bad as my friend) who could give a crap less about the offers I'm looking at or how much money could come out of them. (Btw, don't hold the fact that I'm liberalish against me, Ladies. I have very conservative family members and many conservative friends. I AM a NICE misfit chick. ;)

And I'm broke - seriously broke.

My only problem with this scenario is that someone ELSE would have to pay for our post-papz-blast reunion, ha! I'm up for a PARTY if you all are!! ;)



Instagram Robert Pattinson in New York on New Year's Eve 12/31/13 (we're still waiting to hear where Kristen was (she has been seen in LA since then), but it sure as heck doesn't look like they went to the Isle of Wight, does it? Btw, I know alot of you are blowing these pics off because they 'look old' like they were taken in Summer. (DANG, proven RIGHT again - Rob has been officially photographed with a fan at JFK airport on Jan 5th.) BUT, some of them ARE wearing warm coats & hats, etc. - it is highly likely that the courtyard has some heat. AND, there WERE MORE pics of 'the Brit Pack' as they are being called now, that were taken BY THEM (as opposed to fans) AFTERWARDS on IG and NONE of them suggest Kristen was among them - sorry. These are the friends Robert & Kristen always spent New Year's Eve with. As such, there is NO REASON TO BELIEVE that they are not real.)
Sorry, this is for you girls who are going on and on about this 'new email' or whatever out there that claims Kristen has been in a relationship with Alicia for months:

SO WHAT IF one or the other of them MAY BE 'bi' or even gay or lesbian? Also, JUST because they hang out with their same-sex friends, Robert happens to have a raging sensitive streak, and Kristen is a strong girl who doesn't have a problem flipping off the papz when they deserve it - doesn't mean a dang thing! It IS POSSIBLE for people in Hollywood to have same-sex friends and be straight!

And I mean really... If Kristen were hanging around with 'guy' friends, you would be accusing her of being a sl*t like you have Robert for hanging out with BOTH sexes. He's obviously a raging bi sl*t, isn't he?

LOOK - this Robsten New Year's Eve BS is the BEST HOAX of 2013. SIGN THE DAMN PETITIONS, LADIES!!!

Do you need a good reason to forgive overly-obsessing OLDER (usually, but not always) Twihards who just CAN'T seem to get a grip on reality? 

For any Twilight Fans who are still undecided about all this -SHOULD you sign the petition or not - here is a possibility that may help tip the scales for you.

We all know how the rags are carrying on right now about how Kristen is supposedly going to be meeting up with Robert on the Isle of Wight for New Year's Eve.

*I* am pretty sure this is just another rumor to jerk us around, more. WATCH FOR THIS CONFIRMATION OR LACK THEREOF after the new year.

It's a good guess (which makes it a good, easy rumor to make up) because this is what Kristen and Robert have done every year for the past three years in a row - they skip Christmas together to spend with their families, and then they meet up for New Year on the isle.

Honestly, if Kristen and Robert ARE STILL together - and no, that is not an impossibility - they have obviously been going WAY out of their way to trip the papz and tabloids up for whatever reason.

Robert would have STAYED in LA for any Christmas Party Kristen was having - he didn't have to go home so early this year.

As such, it is HIGHLY UNLIKELY with the current distance they have been holding up, that this meet-up will take place.

And we should be helping Kristen and Robert.

If it turns out to NOT be true... I should HOPE you have your answer. These two both deserve to live their own lives with relatively similar rights to Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness as we have. 

If things are left unchanged the way they are, now... Kristen is going to end up being a 60 year old woman, still trying to walk through the airport while a paparazzi yells, "Hey Kristen, have you cheated on anyone else since Robert Pattinson?"
Are you OKAY WITH THAT?!!

It's misogynistic, and an extreme insult to both her as a real Human woman supposedly endowed with the BASIC freedoms of Life, Liberty and The Pursuit of Happiness; AND the real Human people who are her fans - the majority of whom are young girls who will continue to grow up with her.

This is from a recent comment on the petition, and it sounds like a really good idea: "TELL the TRUTH about them and stay at least 15 feet away from them and let them come and go peacefully without trying to incite a riot with your comments"...


Notice that the date on the petitions is BEFORE the 2nd scandal started on January 17th, 2013. (Since the middle of May, we've went through a 3rd round of Hollywood PR assaults and are now on a FOURTH spin -fyi).

If you look at the first signatures they are not from Twilight Fans - and this petition will go beyond us. ;)
Update 12/6/13 - Yes, I am still in communication with some Twilight Fans in email. I just said this to someone, and it just seems like it should be up here.

Email Reply/Quote: "You are of course welcome to believe anything that you want to about these two kids. But they BOTH DESERVE to be given the benefit of the doubt by their fans. Because again - we can't possibly know the truth about either one of them. And if we're truly fans, it won't matter to us."

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