Please Note - As a previous introduction, this post is also one of several long timelines - listed from most recent to least recent dates (for the most part).
This post covers last year's 2013 'robsten reuniting' smears over the holidays - and it probably tells you the most about who I am and why I wrote this blog. I would really appreciate it if you would give me a break if you read something in here that offends you. TRY not to take ANY of this personally. I don't know any of you, and absolutely NONE of this has been easy or fun for me to do - you'll find out why that is if you keep reading. No judgements until you know the scoop, please. :)
There are alot of links that shoot off in here. My advice is to read through it once, and then go back to the links you were interested in for the details, later.
Update 12/25/13 - Oh yeah, I'm a Twilight Fan - but, I'm an even bigger FAN of the Twilight Fanbase. ALL of you, including the current mean girls and long-estranged ones. (All of these links are now on a different blog with no intro.) Do any of you have ANY IDEA what it's like to WATCH and listen to so many of you heartbroken Twihards have such a hard time dealing with Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson's MAYBE-broken romantic relationship over all this time?
This post covers last year's 2013 'robsten reuniting' smears over the holidays - and it probably tells you the most about who I am and why I wrote this blog. I would really appreciate it if you would give me a break if you read something in here that offends you. TRY not to take ANY of this personally. I don't know any of you, and absolutely NONE of this has been easy or fun for me to do - you'll find out why that is if you keep reading. No judgements until you know the scoop, please. :)
There are alot of links that shoot off in here. My advice is to read through it once, and then go back to the links you were interested in for the details, later.
Update 12/25/13 - Oh yeah, I'm a Twilight Fan - but, I'm an even bigger FAN of the Twilight Fanbase. ALL of you, including the current mean girls and long-estranged ones. (All of these links are now on a different blog with no intro.) Do any of you have ANY IDEA what it's like to WATCH and listen to so many of you heartbroken Twihards have such a hard time dealing with Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson's MAYBE-broken romantic relationship over all this time?
It's been heartbreaking.
Here's my Celebrating Twilight photo collection on Facebook. It's quite an eclectic mix (with LOTS of Robert and Kristen, ha!) There are hundreds of photos in this album, some of them rare - I just cleaned out all my TwiFiles.
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - and ENJOY!! :)
What kinds of mean things are overly-obsessed Twilight Fans still saying? Come on, fangirls... Do you REALLY think that these Twihards are really this ugly inside after all this time?
Book Update 1/7/14 - You Twihards can thank Nutty Madame (see 1/5/14 update below) for my most recent decision to cancel writing this book one last time (although these blogs will be staying up).
This is also why you've been seeing me get meaner and meaner out there in Internetland - I've had to change my fighting tactics and find another way to reach Twilight Fans.
I think it's 'almost' been published three times, now - and yeah, every damn time I've had opportunities regarding it. And quite honestly, THIS last time around was really the perfect timing with Twilight's 10th Anniversary next year.
I had a big publisher I was going to sign with next Monday. They were going to get professional Child Psychologists and publishing experts to bring more validity to it. I was going to have someone to help me finish researching the things I still need to nail down and help me get it more organized and 'readable'. I was going to have help editing it AND I was going to get to interview (hopefully) a few people on my long list of people I wanted to interview for it. (Stephenie Meyer was of course at the top of that list, but I was pretty sure she was going to be a no-go.) There was going to be a big internet marketing blast and a publicity tour, etc.
Yeah, my publishing friend was cool with it - and in fact, agreed wholeheartedly. (You'll see why, below.) He's even going to explain and break the news to the publisher for me - so far, he's been a great agent and an even better friend. (I may not have many friends, but I do have a few good ones - that's all I need.)
What changed?
This is also why you've been seeing me get meaner and meaner out there in Internetland - I've had to change my fighting tactics and find another way to reach Twilight Fans.
I think it's 'almost' been published three times, now - and yeah, every damn time I've had opportunities regarding it. And quite honestly, THIS last time around was really the perfect timing with Twilight's 10th Anniversary next year.
I had a big publisher I was going to sign with next Monday. They were going to get professional Child Psychologists and publishing experts to bring more validity to it. I was going to have someone to help me finish researching the things I still need to nail down and help me get it more organized and 'readable'. I was going to have help editing it AND I was going to get to interview (hopefully) a few people on my long list of people I wanted to interview for it. (Stephenie Meyer was of course at the top of that list, but I was pretty sure she was going to be a no-go.) There was going to be a big internet marketing blast and a publicity tour, etc.
Yeah, my publishing friend was cool with it - and in fact, agreed wholeheartedly. (You'll see why, below.) He's even going to explain and break the news to the publisher for me - so far, he's been a great agent and an even better friend. (I may not have many friends, but I do have a few good ones - that's all I need.)
What changed?
Emma (Nutty Madame) seems Okay, now... And if SHE is doing Okay I have confidence that the rest of you will (hopefully) be fine, too. Hopefully you're also a little wiser now as she seems to be - that's another good. And, by the time Twilight's 10th Anniversary is upon us - it would be her fans, not Stephenie Meyer, who would be hurt the most if I still published this book. (And Emma is as MUCH of a Stephenie Meyer fan as she is a Twilight fan, ha! Yeah, I can respect that even if I can't stand the lady, myself. Yeah, I know that about Nutty Madame, she and I have a bit of history that she probably isn't aware of.)
If I published this book, it would be like ALWAYS - Twilight Fans would be taking the heat for her. Stephenie Meyer never has to take responsibility for anything she's ever caused to happen because of her irresponsible and dysfunctional amateur writing.
But, that was never the intention of this blog or this message. *I* was far more concerned about the hearts and minds of emotionally-invested YOUNG and young-at-heart Twilight Fans FROM THE BEGINNING of it in November 2011.
Congratulations, Emma - you may not have been able to prevent this blog from happening, but you prevented a publicity blitz against Stephenie Meyer and her fanbase in 2015. You deserve ovations and applause for being such a BRILLIANT shining Twilight Fan STAR.
Parting thoughts... The petition is going to stay up if anyone wants to sign it, still. Hollywood's BS isn't going to stop, there is still a war going on. If you decide to help change Hollywood's celebrity lifebashing ways someday, keep it in mind. (No, assaults on Rob & Kris are not going to end, unfortunately.)
Also, STOP reading these damn tabloids - online or otherwise. We PAY them with EVERY CLICK into them and they only publish these bogus stories to jerk on your heartstrings because we make them money when they have our emotions whipped up. That is ALL this stupid cheating scandal has been about since the beginning of it. PLEASE keep that in mind from now on - don't believe this crap, girls.
Take care and TRY to be NICE to each other, Twihards!!!
I may do some arranging of this blog to make it even more readable, later - like adding a FAQ and a real timeline or something. But for now, I'm taking another break for awhile.
You should do the same thing. Take a healthy dose of Esme's advice and just let things work themselves out. Hollywood's storytelling hasn't been anymore real than Twilight - except Hollywood doesn't deserve any fans at the moment. Don't pay them to hurt you and your friends.
Book Update 1/6/14 - Okay, publishing decisions surrounding this book have been made from the few choices I had with a little help from a good, old friend. But if you know anything about me, yet - you know I don't want to publish this. One more week from today is when I will be signing with someone for publishing next year for Twilight's 10th Anniversary. PLEASE READ THIS, TwiLadies.
Update 1/5/14 - Remember 'Nutty Madame' - the girl who did the crying video that everyone made fun of as this scandal was coming down? I just found this, and I am only all too happy to post this most recent video of hers: The Return of the Fangirl!!! Emma (yeah, she's HUMAN and she has a NAME) is 'coming back to life' although she still struggles like many of us. And yeah, I TOTALLY AGREE with her - she's perfect. :)
Emma and I actually have a bit of history although she may not actually know about it. SHE was one of the REASONS WHY I started writing this blog long before these cheating scandals happened because I was WORRIED about Twihards like her way back then, already. (She also ALMOST changed my mind.)
And, I actually used her original 'Twilight Trailor' YouTube video in my 'Nothing But Love for Our Twilight Character Actors' post because she is THE PERFECT representation of us all, really.
Book Update 1/4/14 - Currently, I am hanging out with my independent publisher friend (who is sort of acting as an 'agent' in my case) He's connected in so many ways, it's not even funny. I've always called him a renaissance man because he does EVERYthing - creative and brainal - physics, art, bla bla bla... (He's actually made a Vampire movie, but it isn't anything like Twilight, ha!)
He's also a raging liberal... Yeah, me and my extremely liberal (way-too-HUGE-hearted) friend are sitting here going through my options for publishing this. But you know what? We can't seem to stay on topic. (NO, I am NOT 'romantically' involved with him - I know how you Twihards like to accuse people of that.)
YOU keep coming up (he has a young daughter who is grown now, so he gets the 'heart of the matter'. No, this isn't 'Dan' - another guy I've talked about in here)... Both of us would MUCH rather see these damn tabloids taken down a few notches because they SO DESERVE it, LoL!
It doesn't matter if we don't make a DIME. You know what...
If we manage to change this mess, I think those of us who stuck this situation out and fought hard to the bittersweet end should get together and meet each other. (No matter which side we were on at any point in time. Come on, you know you would LOVE to meet 'Margaret in the Pink', Aussie Lady or Cathryn from the HL boards, LoL!)
If *I* can let my issues with The Twilight Saga go just to take on these paparazzi & tabloids who have been so damn mean to us all - why can't you do the same thing? (Reminder: I have agreed to delete everything I've written or recorded about this subject - and I won't publish this book - if you will come through and do the right thing. It doesn't have to be *my* petitions - come up with your own thing that will work if you don't like my name at the top of it.)
Yeah... I'm a silly semi-liberal (not nearly as bad as my friend) who could give a crap less about the offers I'm looking at or how much money could come out of them. (Btw, don't hold the fact that I'm liberalish against me, Ladies. I have very conservative family members and many conservative friends. I AM a NICE misfit chick. ;)
And I'm broke - seriously broke.
My only problem with this scenario is that someone ELSE would have to pay for our post-papz-blast reunion, ha! I'm up for a PARTY if you all are!! ;)
Instagram Robert Pattinson in New York on New Year's Eve 12/31/13 (we're still waiting to hear where Kristen was (she has been seen in LA since then), but it sure as heck doesn't look like they went to the Isle of Wight, does it? Btw, I know alot of you are blowing these pics off because they 'look old' like they were taken in Summer. (DANG, proven RIGHT again - Rob has been officially photographed with a fan at JFK airport on Jan 5th.) BUT, some of them ARE wearing warm coats & hats, etc. - it is highly likely that the courtyard has some heat. AND, there WERE MORE pics of 'the Brit Pack' as they are being called now, that were taken BY THEM (as opposed to fans) AFTERWARDS on IG and NONE of them suggest Kristen was among them - sorry. These are the friends Robert & Kristen always spent New Year's Eve with. As such, there is NO REASON TO BELIEVE that they are not real.)
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